Anonymous
Beloved of All
Since the time I have started deliberately prayer for others it seems like Satan is attacking me even more strongly from all side. My family seems to be slipping away from the right path. My husband on the other hand, has never been saved, even though he claims he is but, his words pierce my soul every day. I am sick and tired of this draining relationship. It is getting even worse now. i know divorce is not the path but thinking that this is going to be my life rest of my life, I fill with gloom. He takes in the relationship and expect me to kill myself and my desires and doesn't respect my feelings and is extremely judgemental if I spend time with the family. I have never asked him for a single penny and if I use a dollar of his he has a fit. I have to prove myself to him and his family everytime. He keeps grudges and brings up past over and over, and will misbehave with my family just to punish me. He always wants me to bow and give up my desires and ambitions for him and his family, yet when I request him to just respect my parents he doesn't. My parents, family and friends can sense his misbehavior too. i am very tired. I haven't smiled since I have married him. I don't deserve this, Lord please I am tired. I don't sleep at night, I can't focus during the day. My health is deteriorating. I do not want to come home or talk to anyone, lest pray. I can feel the presence of a huge demon on him, I can feel it. Yet i am too weak to fight. I have given up Lord. Please help me, I am slowly wasting away. Please help. I beg You Lord please help