I am so lost and I just can't seem to find my way. I love the Lord and have prayed and prayed to be blessed with a nice man to spend the rest of my life with. My ex-husband left me and his kids 8 years ago for another woman. I have been single since and he has since married the woman he left us for. I have forgiven him and her and we all get along but I don't understand why the Lord blesses things like that and I am still alone. I struggle every day with anxiety and depression (due to various things and not just my loneliness) and being alone exacerbates my depression. I feel as though I just exist and go through the motions of being here each day. I am so incredibly tired of feeling so sad.
