Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am not going to sugarcoat what I have been through, recently. I had to deal with a huge rash of cyberbullying in 2015 and 2016 that I have since left behind, on the level that I have taken every step necessary to presently get away from them. But because of the notion that on a public level they were threatening me by bashing me on YouTube, it's obvious that I've needed to protect myself online.
These are people who I was intending to collaborate with, were intending to collaborate with me and vice versa. When certain things fell through, it led to a long series of back-and-forth interactions which ultimately led to them sexually bashing me online, where they made fun of me getting molested by a worship leader on a public blog.
The wrong things came into play and now I have trouble going on some of my favorite sites because of the negative memories they bring back, which causes me to go into a mode where I can't help but be overprotective. I try never to pray for karma to come back on anyone, but I can't help it when they call me 'mentally ill' (which I'm not) and say I wasn't molested. Things have definitely gotten better, but they come off as so fucking predatory and scary.
They also spread false rumors about me and attacked me viciously online; they tried to make me look bad and pull a bait and switch where I looked like the bad guy. That's why I ask that you please pray for my protection and protection of my dreams; because I am just trying to leave behind all that and am hoping that it can just leave me alone.
I'm sorry for the cursing, but that's what was in my heart. Please don't try to preach that I'm a sinner like the last guy, who simply quoted verses saying asking the Lord for the universe's positive energy was New Age; that 'the universe' was supposedly New Age language when God created the universe, to begin with.
These are people who I was intending to collaborate with, were intending to collaborate with me and vice versa. When certain things fell through, it led to a long series of back-and-forth interactions which ultimately led to them sexually bashing me online, where they made fun of me getting molested by a worship leader on a public blog.
The wrong things came into play and now I have trouble going on some of my favorite sites because of the negative memories they bring back, which causes me to go into a mode where I can't help but be overprotective. I try never to pray for karma to come back on anyone, but I can't help it when they call me 'mentally ill' (which I'm not) and say I wasn't molested. Things have definitely gotten better, but they come off as so fucking predatory and scary.
They also spread false rumors about me and attacked me viciously online; they tried to make me look bad and pull a bait and switch where I looked like the bad guy. That's why I ask that you please pray for my protection and protection of my dreams; because I am just trying to leave behind all that and am hoping that it can just leave me alone.
I'm sorry for the cursing, but that's what was in my heart. Please don't try to preach that I'm a sinner like the last guy, who simply quoted verses saying asking the Lord for the universe's positive energy was New Age; that 'the universe' was supposedly New Age language when God created the universe, to begin with.
