I am not going to sugarcoat what I have been through,

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I am not going to sugarcoat what I have been through, recently. I had to deal with a huge rash of cyberbullying in 2015 and 2016 that I have since left behind, on the level that I have taken every step necessary to presently get away from them. But because of the notion that on a public level they were threatening me by bashing me on YouTube, it's obvious that I've needed to protect myself online.

These are people who I was intending to collaborate with, were intending to collaborate with me and vice versa. When certain things fell through, it led to a long series of back-and-forth interactions which ultimately led to them sexually bashing me online, where they made fun of me getting molested by a worship leader on a public blog.

The wrong things came into play and now I have trouble going on some of my favorite sites because of the negative memories they bring back, which causes me to go into a mode where I can't help but be overprotective. I try never to pray for karma to come back on anyone, but I can't help it when they call me 'mentally ill' (which I'm not) and say I wasn't molested. Things have definitely gotten better, but they come off as so fucking predatory and scary.

They also spread false rumors about me and attacked me viciously online; they tried to make me look bad and pull a bait and switch where I looked like the bad guy. That's why I ask that you please pray for my protection and protection of my dreams; because I am just trying to leave behind all that and am hoping that it can just leave me alone.

I'm sorry for the cursing, but that's what was in my heart. Please don't try to preach that I'm a sinner like the last guy, who simply quoted verses saying asking the Lord for the universe's positive energy was New Age; that 'the universe' was supposedly New Age language when God created the universe, to begin with.
 
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YMay God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to His perfect love, will, timing, grace, and mercy.  May God also bless you exceedingly abundantly above all you have ever prayed as you come to know Him in truth, love Him with all your heart, seek His face and obey His Word and will for Your life.  In Jesus' name I pray.  Thank You Jesus. AmenY   

          -Please pray the prayer below over my life.  Thank You and God Bless You!
 
I have prayed for you in Jesus name Amen. For the time being, stay off social media, except for this site. Stay away from bad influences. Just don't engage in conversation with them. Find Christian, positive people.
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 

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