blessed129
Prayer Partner
I am in a pit of despair. My finances have run out and I am in a terrible place. Credit cards are maxed out, bills are past due and I have no one to turn to. My parents who once offered to help me have coldly withdrawn their offer to help me and I feel so alone. I feel so hopeless and full of despair. I was faithful in my tithing. I gave over and above. I fed the hungry and helped those in need financially. I helped family in financial distress and now that I am the one in need of help in need of a miracle I have been left high and dry. I have been abandoned. I no longer have the desire to continue living as I am in a corner that I can't get out of. I am in a deep dark place and God hasn't shown up. God hasn't come through. God knows I've given all that I have and have nothing left to give emotionally, spiritually, financially. I am out of hope and out of time. I don't understand how the God that promises to supply all of our needs has abandoned me and ignored my cries and pleas for help. I have no one to turn to for help but God and where is He? Why do I feel like I am the forsaken one. I don't see how this is working for my good. Where is my savior? Why won't he help me?
