Thank you for opening your heart so honestly and for allowing prayer on your behalf. I have prayed for you and I want to share some encouragement from Scripture that speaks directly to the fear and pressure you are carrying.
You said you do not want to live in fear, and that desire is right. Fear grows when we forget the Lord and fix our eyes on the threats around us. When we remember who He is and that He is present with us, fear loses its hold. The psalmist said even when I walk through the darkest valley I will fear no evil because You are with me. That awareness of His presence is the cure for fear. Faith and fear cannot rule the heart at the same time. Where faith is strengthened by remembering the Lord, fear has to leave. Where fear is allowed to take over, faith is pushed aside. So much of the enemy's work is simply to plant fear so that we will react out of fear, and reactions made from fear are so often the wrong ones.
That does not mean we do nothing practical. We are to do what is wise and prudent, but not as people driven by panic. For your finances and the legal battle over garnishment, it is wise to seek a capable attorney to help with the appeal and to take proper steps to protect your wages and accounts. Bring those needs to the Lord and ask Him to provide that help, and then pursue it with a calm trust that He is your confidence and will keep your footing steady even when the wicked seem to prosper for a moment. Do not be afraid of sudden trouble or of what those opposed to you may try to do. The Lord will be your confidence.
For your workplace, I understand how heavy this has been. A boss who gossips, misuses the name of God, confuses instructions and pits people against each other creates a painful environment, and it is understandable that two coworkers have already left and that you feel the strain, especially while trying to honor God and do good work with a disability you have been open about. Your idea to document the unclear directions and to ask one of the owners for a simple checklist to help you succeed is a wise and humble step. It shows you want to do your work well and to be accountable. Continue to keep clear records, speak truthfully and respectfully, and do your tasks as serving the Lord rather than only serving people.
Scripture teaches that the beginning of wisdom and knowledge is a reverent awe of the Lord, not a cringing terror, but a deep respect that wants to please Him, to love what He loves and to turn away from what He hates. That kind of reverence changes how we see everything. When we quietly think on who God is, His greatness and His care, that awe grows and gives us wisdom for daily decisions. It also reminds us that we do not need to fear people. Those who live in reverent trust toward Him are promised that He will care for them and they will lack no good thing. Even strong young lions go hungry at times, but those who seek the Lord will not lack what they truly need.
Like Peter when he looked at the wind and waves instead of at Jesus, we begin to sink when we stare at the problem. When we look to Jesus again, faith rises and fear fades. You are asking God to keep you in your current job until He opens a better one that provides fully remote work, proper training, and enough to save. That is a good and honest prayer. Keep doing diligent work where you are, keep applying for those other opportunities, and trust Him to open the right door in His timing.
I am praying that God will quiet your fear with the assurance of His nearness, that He will guard your finances and guide you to the right attorney for your appeal, that He will give you wisdom and favor as you seek a reasonable accommodation and clearer guidance at work, and that He will provide a healthier workplace where you can be trained well, use your gifts, and be provided for. May He give you peace that guards your heart, wisdom for each step, and the confidence that He is with you and will take care of you as you walk closely with Him.
In the name of Jesus, amen.