I am hoping someone here will pray for me. ...

[Anonymous]

I am hoping someone here will pray for me. God has never listened to me. I'm sorry this is going to be long. My birthday is in a few days. I will be 44. I still don't know why I am here. I have been praying for death since I was 14, so this marks the 30th year. I have tried to do things with my life, but I fail at everything I do. 4 people in this world love me, and I am forever grateful for them. They are my husband, 2 daughters, and mother in law. I am estranged from my family, and my father's side is mostly deceased. I have lost all of my friends because my life is so horrible that I didn't want to be around anyone if all I would do is bring them down. I want this to be over!! I want to die! No! I don't want to die, I just want to live a 'normal' life. I want to pay bills on time like a normal person, and not have to deal with what I call "the crisis of the day" everyday. I have come to the conclusion that God wants me to commit suicide. That must be my fate. I am also told that I have bad karma from past lives (it doesn't seem to matter what type of person I am now), and that is why I must suffer so there is no hope. I don't know, I have no answers other than that God hates me. The only reason I'm bothering to write this is because (as usual) I am hoping something will get better. I seem to be stuck here for the long term, unless I do something myself, and I don't want to do that. I also already know that I need counseling, but we have no insurance, and make too much money for assistance (story of my life), and I cannot afford even small payments. Its hopeless.

 

[flora]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[tina1]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Bibleman46]

WE ARE PRAYING THAT YOU COME TO HAVE A CLOSER WALK WITH THE LORD AND THAT YOU WILL GIVE HIM YOUR SINS AND YOUR PROBLEMS. WE PRAY THAT YOU WILL BE ENCOURAGED TO WALK IN LOVE AND LIVE A LIFE THAT IS PLEASING TO GOD. THE LORD IS ONLY ONE PRAYER AWAY. GET TO KNOW CHRIST TODAY AND EXPERIENCE THE ABUNDANT LIFE HE HAS WAITING TO GIVE TO YOU AND RESIST THE LIES OF THE DEVIL WHO SEEKS TO DESTROY YOUR LIFE AND YOUR SOUL. WE PRAY THAT YOU WILL CALL OUT TO  THE LORD TODAY AND INVITE HIM INTO YOUR LIFE AND ASK HIM TO CHANGE YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES, IN HIS NAME WE PRAY, AMEN

THE THIEF (SATAN THE DEVIL) COMETH NOT BUT TO STEAL, AND TO KILL, AND TO DESTROY: I (JESUS CHRIST) HAVE COME THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE LIFE, AND THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE IT MORE ABUNDANTLY.  JOHN 10:10

IF WE CONFESS OUR SINS HE (JESUS CHRIST) IS FAITHFUL AND JUST TO FORGIVE US OUR SINS, AND TO CLEANSE US OF ALL UNRIGHTEOUSNESS. 1 JOHN 1:9

 

[stray child]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[fighter]

My sister Jesus does not want you commit suicide nor die, he went up on the cross for us 2000 years ago he died and rose the 3rd die. His Love is so big he does not which death upon you, you should not either. Sometimes we want to run away from the storms but running away is not worth it be strong our God is faithful. You have a husband, daughters and a mother in law that Love you dearly dont even let suicide nor death be an option. I will pray sister our God is faithful he will take care of you I believe he will. Praise God in the storm no matter how tough dont blame God our God is righteous. I have went through a lot I have lost a brother, my uncles many people in my life my friends just disappeared when i was down, i was thrown down deeper by judgement  but God is above all and he is righteous, I dont blame anyone. The enemies goal is for us to blame the Lord he is a professional liar dont blame God my dear sister. Jesus Loves you dearly. Trust God with your finance just thank him for what you have if you keep blaming him your just putting your faith down and of course if you dont put faith into your prayers its hard for it to answer although God's mercy and Love is still with us.  Im encouraging you sister thank the Lord. 

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8RhXo4H1zk

 

[alg]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[dazedandconfused]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[SET FREE]

There is POWER IN PRAYER. MAY GOD BLESS YOU!