I am feeling so disappointed right now, ...

[Shalhil]

I am feeling so disappointed right now, I thought I would be married and now since I am getting older I am concerned it will never happen. I don't know what to do anymore. I am also concerned because I don't have a job as of two weeks ago and have no idea what to get into for work. I just feel so weary, lost, depressed, and hopeless I barely have the energy and strive to keep going forward and moving like I used to have. I feel like my life is just one big rat race and a lost cause.

My dear I feel the same way...I too have been waiting on God to help me pass a certain important exam for me to relocate abroad for a job I was been offered years ago...I have written this particular exam over 10 times, I still keep failing. I almost feel like God doesn't love me like everyone else.
I live in shame I feel like a failure...
In The afterlife...if there was anything like that, I would plead to God to make me somebody else and not me...I feel sooooo disappointed....sooooo left out....sooooo behind....oh what a feeling....May God give us a reason to testify one day....