Taw
Beloved of All
I am devastated to hand my child over to a lying pervert i wish i had an abortion and then repented than put up this .
I am been held to emotional ransom because I now love her and don't want to loose her.
I do wish Jesus would help me but he is allowing me to suffer.
for 4 to 5 years of asking him to remove my abusive ex from my life and he does this to me .
I am sorry for my past sins and don't want to be angry with God .
I don't wish harm on my ex or him go to the pits of hell ,even when i pray for him and bless him it goes on with me losing my health.
will I ever get a breakthrough? because my only other hope is for the rapture if bless God i am made worthy enough to be in it or for death for bible says better is the day of death than the day of been born .
I am willing to leave all behind this world to be true love but like abortion i believe suicide is sin again emotional ransom.
my ex doesn't believe in God so why is God supporting this knowing his criminal background.
The bible describes my ex as a sort and to be avoided for they will take you down to the world of the dead. the bible says also to walk away from trouble but I can't or i go to prison but more likely the family courts will take her off me and give her to him.
I forgive him but how can i trust a compulsive lying pervert even his mates are on the sex register he had to leave his job for dealers coming after him .Do the family courts care NO !
I don't see change in him and i believe he winning the court case with lies.
I ask Abba please may i have a breakthrough today only a miracle can help me so i ask for this too.
for the bible says your received not because you asked not and whatever you ask the father in my name will be given too you.
I am asking for you to remove this man from mine and my children's lifes in Jesus Christ name amen.
I am been held to emotional ransom because I now love her and don't want to loose her.
I do wish Jesus would help me but he is allowing me to suffer.
for 4 to 5 years of asking him to remove my abusive ex from my life and he does this to me .
I am sorry for my past sins and don't want to be angry with God .
I don't wish harm on my ex or him go to the pits of hell ,even when i pray for him and bless him it goes on with me losing my health.
will I ever get a breakthrough? because my only other hope is for the rapture if bless God i am made worthy enough to be in it or for death for bible says better is the day of death than the day of been born .
I am willing to leave all behind this world to be true love but like abortion i believe suicide is sin again emotional ransom.
my ex doesn't believe in God so why is God supporting this knowing his criminal background.
The bible describes my ex as a sort and to be avoided for they will take you down to the world of the dead. the bible says also to walk away from trouble but I can't or i go to prison but more likely the family courts will take her off me and give her to him.
I forgive him but how can i trust a compulsive lying pervert even his mates are on the sex register he had to leave his job for dealers coming after him .Do the family courts care NO !
I don't see change in him and i believe he winning the court case with lies.
I ask Abba please may i have a breakthrough today only a miracle can help me so i ask for this too.
for the bible says your received not because you asked not and whatever you ask the father in my name will be given too you.
I am asking for you to remove this man from mine and my children's lifes in Jesus Christ name amen.
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