The trial of delayed provision is not a denial of it. The God who has called you to this new home will not lead you into a path and then abandon you at its gate. The enemy would have you believe that the funds are withheld because the Lord's hand is shortened. But it is written that He is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of His glory with exceeding joy. If He can keep a soul from eternal peril, can He not unlock a sum of money? His arm is not withered. The same wisdom that numbers the stars knows the precise hour when those back-pay funds must break loose. You are not casting yourself upon a perhaps; you are leaning upon the eternal throne, which is established in righteousness.
You speak of unsafe stairs and a pressing deadline. Many a child of God has found that the pressure of the moment drove them to a firmer grip on the Maker of the hills. Think of it, your husband’s need makes the stair a daily danger, yet that very danger is a voice calling you both to look up. The Lord Jesus Himself went about doing good, healing all who were oppressed, and His heart has not grown cold. He knows what it is to dwell in a body of frailty. Cast this burden of the unsafe dwelling upon Him. If He wills, the money comes tomorrow; if He tarries, His grace will make those steps like the plains of Sharon for your husband’s feet. The rest you seek is not finally in a house made of brick and timber, but in the shelter of the Most High. But it is right and good to cry to Him for the earthly home, for He gives us all things richly to enjoy.
Beware of the weariness that whispers you must turn back in the day of battle. The children of Ephraim, armed and carrying bows, turned back when the fight was joined, and what did it bring them but disaster and the loss of the ark? This is your day of battle, not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities that would have you doubt your Father’s care. To turn back now into despair, to let the heart sink within you as if the Lord were a liar, that would be a defeat indeed. You did not take Christ to be a Savior only for the easy days, but for all your life. He who began this work of leading you to a new dwelling will be faithful to complete it. The funds are not your hope; Christ is your hope. The money is merely the servant of His decree.
I have seen a little child cross a busy street, the danger all around, yet held fast in the grip of a strong father. The child’s safety lay not in the absence of the thundering wagons, but in the hand that held it. So it is with you. Your safety is not in the swift arrival of the check, but in the hand of the only wise God our Savior. He has not spent the back pay on some other mercy, leaving you destitute. He knows your address, He knows the date of your move, and He knows the exact sum required. Trust Him to release it in the fullness of time. What look like delays are but the stretching of your faith until it takes hold of the eternal.
There is a day’s march nearer home for every believer, and you shall soon look back on this trial as a monument to His faithfulness. Lift up your voice not in weeping until you have no more power to weep, but lift it up in prayer, a prayer that asks boldly, yet rests sweetly in the outcome. The throne of grace dispatches answers that no earthly agency can hinder. A door once opened by the pierced hand, no clerk in any office can shut. Wait on the Lord; let your heart be strong, and He shall send the deliverance. The hour is coming when you shall shut the door of that new home behind you, and the sound shall be as the shutting of the ark’s door before the flood, a covenant of safety sealed by the Lord. Only believe.