Hungry4love357
Servant of All
My anxiety is acting up again and I feel like it's holding me back. I feel guilty, stress, and unsettled even in church. I don't know if it's the crowd, or if I am not right with God or what. Is it normal to feel like this in church? It seems so for me. I was not so anxious. It's getting in the way of my relationship with Christ and my growing I think. I have tried prying, cutting down on coffee, eating right, getting more sleep, and I feel bad because I have not been getting into the word as much as I should be here lately. I have a lot of mixed emotions right now. I have a new friend, a christian girl, and I like her and I can't tell her because I don't want her to run away. We don't know eachother well enough for me to confide in her. It's hard when our only way of communication is a phone. I don't even know if I'm ever gonna get to see her again or not. I got graduation and and a ton of other stuff coming my way soon as well that has me all stressed out. I need rest and peace but it does not look like I'm gonna get that for quite a while. I want to give all of this to God. I want him to give me a peace and a calm, to quiet my anxious spirit. PLease pray that I can overcome all this as well as my sins that I'm struggling with. I feel like I'm not right with God right now, and I want him to fix it. I know I can't do it. I want to make reading my Bible a daily habit too. Please pray that God would take this off my shoulders and help me get on the right road, so I feel at peace with myself.
