indianguyneedsprayer
Disciple of Prayer
Hi,
I am writing this from Bangalore,India and I am working as a software engineer here. I am writing this to request a prayer help in some of the areas in my life which I am struggling with and need a redemption to go forward.
Actually I am not able to concentrate on anything and it was too struggling. It seems like a small problem but it is growing as a bigger one. I am not able to concentrate on my work and so it requires extra struggle to complete something. Even though I work hard, because of this problem I am not able to attain a success in anything both in professional and personal life. Everything is so messed up and it make life bitter for me and my family. We had a daughter in January and I think life needs to be changed now , otherwise I will not be a good father to her. This problem was with me from my childhood days and I was not able to study the things properly. I will be distracted soon if something happen and it takes lot of effort to get back to something. So for me now it is taking double the pressure and tension to do something and at the end of the day I am loosing all my energy. Then I resort on binge eating to calm my mind and so I am not in good health also.
Even though I am getting a good salary here, I have some loans and so it is not enough to meet the ends. I am looking for a job abroad or a second job here and please pray for this also.
As I am lazy and don't do things, I feel like a failure in many things and for somethings it is true. I don't drive and I am not able to learn it even though we have one at my home. Even my father, sister and wife knows driving. This is becoming a bigger problem as I am not able to take my wife somewhere and I always to some assistance from other people or need to call taxi cabs.
Actually I already send one prayer request before, but i feel like sending another one. Please pray for this in the night vigil and I am actually looking for a change in everything and hoping for a better life. I have total faith in God and he will act upon my life but nothing is happening. Most of the time I feel like alone and there is nobody is there to help me to come out of all these things.
Thanks,
I am writing this from Bangalore,India and I am working as a software engineer here. I am writing this to request a prayer help in some of the areas in my life which I am struggling with and need a redemption to go forward.
Actually I am not able to concentrate on anything and it was too struggling. It seems like a small problem but it is growing as a bigger one. I am not able to concentrate on my work and so it requires extra struggle to complete something. Even though I work hard, because of this problem I am not able to attain a success in anything both in professional and personal life. Everything is so messed up and it make life bitter for me and my family. We had a daughter in January and I think life needs to be changed now , otherwise I will not be a good father to her. This problem was with me from my childhood days and I was not able to study the things properly. I will be distracted soon if something happen and it takes lot of effort to get back to something. So for me now it is taking double the pressure and tension to do something and at the end of the day I am loosing all my energy. Then I resort on binge eating to calm my mind and so I am not in good health also.
Even though I am getting a good salary here, I have some loans and so it is not enough to meet the ends. I am looking for a job abroad or a second job here and please pray for this also.
As I am lazy and don't do things, I feel like a failure in many things and for somethings it is true. I don't drive and I am not able to learn it even though we have one at my home. Even my father, sister and wife knows driving. This is becoming a bigger problem as I am not able to take my wife somewhere and I always to some assistance from other people or need to call taxi cabs.
Actually I already send one prayer request before, but i feel like sending another one. Please pray for this in the night vigil and I am actually looking for a change in everything and hoping for a better life. I have total faith in God and he will act upon my life but nothing is happening. Most of the time I feel like alone and there is nobody is there to help me to come out of all these things.
Thanks,

