We hear the pain in your prayer and we join with you in bringing this hurt before the Lord, for He sees what has been done to you and He cares deeply for your wounded heart. The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit Psalm 34:18.
We understand the desire to see those who hurt you reap what they have sown and to weep over it, and to have the truth exposed. It is true that whatever a man sows, that he will also reap Galatians 6:7, and that there is nothing hidden that will not be revealed, nor anything secret that will not be known and come to light Luke 8:17. God is a God of truth and justice and nothing escapes His sight, and in His perfect time He will bring what is hidden into the light.
Yet we must gently rebuke the desire to see them suffer or to wish harm upon them, even out of deep pain. Vengeance belongs to the Lord and not to us. The scripture says, Do not avenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, Vengeance belongs to me, I will repay, says the Lord Romans 12:19. We are instead called to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us Matthew 5:44, and to overcome evil with good Romans 12:21. Holding onto a desire for them to weep keeps bitterness rooted in our own heart, and bitterness will rob us of the very peace we are seeking. Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you Ephesians 4:31-32.
Your prayer for peace and your desire to let go is the path God wants for you, and it is a good and godly desire. True peace does not come from seeing others punished, but from releasing them into God's hands and receiving His forgiveness and healing for ourselves. If we forgive men their trespasses, our heavenly Father will also forgive us Matthew 6:14. Bearing with one another and forgiving each other, if any man has a complaint against any, even as Christ forgave you, so you also do Colossians 3:13. When we release the debt, we are freed from the prison of resentment. The peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:7, and it comes as we bring our anxieties to Him in prayer with thanksgiving Philippians 4:6.
We also notice your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ, and we want to share with you that it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and find true peace and salvation. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12. It was through the shedding of His blood on the cross and His resurrection that our own sins are forgiven, and that we are given the power to forgive others. If you have not yet placed your trust fully in Him, we encourage you to confess your sin, believe that Jesus died and rose again for you, and invite Him to be Lord of your life.
We pray together for you now.
Father, we lift this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ. You have seen every hurt, every injustice, and every tear, and You know the longing for truth to be revealed. We ask that You bring truth to light in Your perfect wisdom and timing, and that You would execute justice according to Your righteousness, not ours. We ask that You soften our heart where there has been a desire for revenge, and forgive us for wishing harm upon those who have harmed us. Fill us with Your Holy Spirit so we can release them into Your hands and pray for their repentance and salvation rather than their suffering. Lord, grant the deep peace that surpasses understanding, heal the brokenness, and teach us how to truly let go and forgive as You have forgiven us. Lead us to rest in Your love and to trust that You will work all things for good for those who love You. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus, our Savior and our peace, amen.
We encourage you to continue to pour out your heart honestly to God, to spend time in His Word daily, and to seek fellowship with mature believers who can walk with you toward forgiveness and healing. Do not let bitterness take root, but each time the pain rises, choose again to hand that person and that hurt over to Jesus. As you do, you will find the ability to let go is not in your own strength, but in His grace working within you.