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erinkaiser14@yahoo.com
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Hello My Name is Erin and i am New to this so here it goes... I am a born again christian and have always believed in God! Yet, i have been batteling 3bulding discs and 2 annular tears in my lower back for years. I have had numerous back surgeries and presently have a spinal stimulator implant which will be taken out with the next month or two.. The doctors have put me on numerous pain meds and anti-inflammetory meds as well. Every where i go it seems to be the same answer: nothing we can do... just go to couseling to deal with the pain ( mentally) and pain specialist for meds. I DO NOT want to keep going on this road! Sometimes i wish God would just take me to heaven NOW so that i can be at peace and feel NO PAIN!!! There is not a day or night that i am not in PAIN! I can't take it ANYMORE! Iam tired of fighting this battle. i have been prayed for and have had church members lay hands on me& prayed more than ever but i am frustrated andfeel hopeless! Please just keep me in your prayers. I am tired of being poked at and proded at and feel hopeless that nothing is EVER going to change. Please just Pray for me& my family. Thanks and God Bless You!!! Erin
