Heavenly Father, I have been wishing to commit suicide this last week. It is as if nothing in my life is getting better. And my past is following me. I'm still experiencing addictions and still committing past sins and still sinning. It's as if nothing is changing. Please uproot and destroy all spirits of pursuit and all soul ties and all evil satanic connections. Remove all these from my life and anything or anyone that is hindering me from moving on. Please help me to do and think what is right and that I will not sin anymore in the future. Please that I will officially change my name soon. Amen.