Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear PR community and Jesus please heal me . Waking up every morning is such a difficult thing for me I hate it. I know there are such bigger problems in the world and I do feel selfish for praying for this but I'm absolutely shattered inside. My heart is so sore. I recently just got left from the man I thought I was going to marry one day. I don't even know why there's been no closure. And I know he's become close with the female he told me not to ever worry about and I just feel like he was cheating on me with her his whole time. I feel so humiliated and heavy hearted. I don't know whether I should fight for the relationship or accept the fact he stopped loving me . He keeps in contact but we don't have an actual conversation and I wish to speak to him. I wish to see him again one to one so we could speak. I pray his heart changes and chooses me again! I miss him so much. I don't know if I'm setting myself up for disappointment but a broken heart is so horrible I feel lost and dead to the world. He has hurt me so much but I forgive him. I wish I could be completely over him and healed or our relationship to be healed and saved. Please dear lord hear my prayers. I've become so needy and sad and I don't know what to do.