We have received your request and we are praying for you now. Thank you for reaching out and sharing what you are carrying.
We hear that you feel attacked in your thoughts and that you are struggling in your relationship with your mother. God sees you and He hears you when you call on Him. Scripture tells us that the Lord is a stronghold for those who fear Him, and that when we build our lives upon the rock which is Christ, the storms and attacks cannot destroy us even when they press hard against us. That building is made strong through prayer, through His Word, and through walking in His ways.
You mentioned that Satan is attacking your thoughts. The enemy often assails us most when we are alone and isolated, just as he approached Eve when she was apart. For that reason we encourage you not to remain alone in this battle. Keep flocking together with other believers, stay rooted in a faithful local church, and continue in prayer with others with one accord. When we are banded together in Christ, the enemy is less confident to attack. Bring your thoughts into the light before the Lord and before trusted mature Christians who can pray with you and help you test every thought against Scripture. Virtue and a clear conscience before God bring quiet and safety, while living apart from Him leaves us restless and fearful. If troubling thoughts condemn you, bring them quickly to Christ for forgiveness and cleansing, and ask Him to renew your mind day by day.
We also hear your pain regarding your mother. God commanded us to honor father and mother, and this command still stands. Christ Himself was subject to His parents and He showed care for His mother even from the cross. Honoring does not mean that hurtful words or bullying are acceptable or that you must remain without help. Love is the mother of countless good things, and we are called to pursue what is loving and good while also walking in humility and not thinking highly of ourselves. Where parents cause no hindrance to what God requires, we give way to them with respect. Where there is harm or hindrance, it is right and wise to seek help from godly and safe people around you, such as a pastor, an elder, or another mature believer who can give you counsel and protection and who can also pray for your mother.
We are praying for your healing, for peace in your mind, and for grace in your home.
Father in heaven, we lift this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, through whom alone we have salvation and access to Your throne. You know the attacks on their thoughts and the pain they feel at home. We ask You to guard their mind and heart in Christ Jesus, to quiet fear, to cast out every lie of the enemy, and to fill them with Your truth and peace. Build them firmly upon the rock so that when shaking comes they will stand. Surround them with faithful brothers and sisters who will pray with them and walk with them, so they are not left alone in the struggle. We pray also for their mother. Work in her heart, bring healing to this family, teach both to honor You and to love what is good, and give wisdom to know how to act with both respect and safety. Lead them to the right help and counsel, and let their home know Your mercy. We ask this in the name of Jesus, our only hope and Savior. Amen.
Please stay connected to a local church and tell a trusted pastor or Christian leader near you what you are facing so they can continue to support you and pray with you personally. We will keep praying for you.