Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Despite being disabled and in a lot of pain I have to do all the household chores and care for my sister ### who is poorly and confined to bed after coming home from hospital three weeks ago. I do this willingly as I love her.
However it is taking a real toll on my own health.
It causes a lot of pain to cook and tonight when I was preparing dinner I prayed and asked God to bless our dinner and let it taste nice.
However when I was taking the dinner through to my sister using my mobility trolley the tray holding my dinner came off and fell in the floor along with a glass of water.
Before that I had tripped and badly hurt my knee.
I have to confess I am struggling to see God's love in this?
Father God despite what happened with my fall and ruined dinner I really need to believe you love me but I have to confess I am struggling to understand why this happened? Father I am asking you to heal me and ###. In Jesus' name Amen
However it is taking a real toll on my own health.
It causes a lot of pain to cook and tonight when I was preparing dinner I prayed and asked God to bless our dinner and let it taste nice.
However when I was taking the dinner through to my sister using my mobility trolley the tray holding my dinner came off and fell in the floor along with a glass of water.
Before that I had tripped and badly hurt my knee.
I have to confess I am struggling to see God's love in this?
Father God despite what happened with my fall and ruined dinner I really need to believe you love me but I have to confess I am struggling to understand why this happened? Father I am asking you to heal me and ###. In Jesus' name Amen

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.