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swimminginmuddywaters
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Dear God,
I have sinned and am hurting two people that I care about. One I am married to and care deeply for and the other I love. I never even thought my husband liked me for over 20 years and when I found love outside the marriage, my husband decided that he can't live without me. I want a chance at a new life with who I believe was sent to me through my prayers of aloneness but can't stand to see my husband suffer and now the other person is suffering because I can't make a solid decision. I have created a terrible mess and don't deserve either one of them. I am or was a good Christian woman and would have never thought I would be in this situation in a million years. Please Lord, guide my heart to do your will and restore peace to those I have hurt. I pray that each one of them is blessed 100 times for every tear I have caused. Amen
I have sinned and am hurting two people that I care about. One I am married to and care deeply for and the other I love. I never even thought my husband liked me for over 20 years and when I found love outside the marriage, my husband decided that he can't live without me. I want a chance at a new life with who I believe was sent to me through my prayers of aloneness but can't stand to see my husband suffer and now the other person is suffering because I can't make a solid decision. I have created a terrible mess and don't deserve either one of them. I am or was a good Christian woman and would have never thought I would be in this situation in a million years. Please Lord, guide my heart to do your will and restore peace to those I have hurt. I pray that each one of them is blessed 100 times for every tear I have caused. Amen
