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God, what I want is for today to be different from yesterday. I want light to dawn on the horizon, and to see that I will have a way out of here, that I will be ### - a happy musician who writes music for the Lord. I want to see that money will be forthcoming, that I will be able to leave a family that couldn't be farther from a family to me, people who have abused me, and allowed me to be abused, my entire life. I want to see that a time is coming where I am on par with my peers at ###, as opposed to hopelessly behind, and alone. I want a renewal of friends. God, I am so low that every thought I have is about how much I want life to be over with. Where is Your answer to these prayers? How many times have I prayed this prayer, and although You promised the answer would be forthcoming, I haven't seen it? God, in Jesus name, help me now, show me a sign here. I am losing heart, losing hope, and my whole world is dark. I keep praying, but I feel like I am being ignored, and there is no progress every day. I have no money, and no income. Help me, Lord Jesus. It's all possible for You, so I don't see why You won't do it. God, my prayer is constant. I can't stay here. Lead me out of here. Show me the sign today that something will change, Father. Amen in Jesus name.
