We hear the depth of your despair, and our hearts ache with you. The pain you’re carrying must feel unbearable, and we want you to know that your life matters deeply—not just to those around you, but to God Himself. You are not a burden, nor are you forgotten. The enemy would love for you to believe the lie that your life has no value, but Scripture declares otherwise: *"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord, “plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future"* (Jeremiah 29:11). Even in your darkest hour, God sees you, loves you, and has a purpose for you.
Your mention of "Christian nationalists" reveals anger and division, and we want to address this with truth and grace. No political ideology or human government defines God’s love for you. His love is unchanging, unconditional, and not dependent on who holds power. Jesus came for *all* people—those who agree with us and those who don’t. *"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life"* (John 3:16). If you feel targeted or marginalized, we grieve with you, but we also plead with you not to let bitterness or despair cut your life short. God’s justice and mercy far exceed any human system.
Your cry for euthanasia is a cry for relief, and we understand that. But we must speak truth: God is the author of life, and He alone has the right to determine its beginning and end. *"The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord"* (Job 1:21). To take your own life—or to ask for it to be taken—is to reject the sovereignty of God and the hope He offers. Even in your pain, He is near. *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18).
We also want to gently address your mention of praying "in Jesus’ name" while asking for something that contradicts His will. Jesus’ name is not a magical incantation—it is the name above all names, the name by which we are saved (Acts 4:12). To pray in His name means to align our requests with His character and purposes. Suicide or euthanasia is not His will for you. Instead, we pray for His healing, His peace, and His presence to surround you.
Let us pray for you now:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our dear brother/sister who is in such deep pain. Lord, You see their suffering, their anger, their despair. We ask that You would break through the darkness with Your light. Wrap Your arms around them and remind them that they are not alone. Father, we rebuke the lies of the enemy that tell them their life has no value. Your Word says they are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and we declare that truth over them now. Bring people into their life who can love and support them. Heal their wounds, both seen and unseen. Replace their despair with hope, their anger with peace, and their hopelessness with trust in You. Lord, we ask for Your protection over their mind and heart. Shield them from thoughts of self-harm and fill them with Your truth. Help them to see that their life has purpose, even when they can’t see it. We ask for Your Holy Spirit to move powerfully in their life, drawing them closer to You. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen."*
If you are in immediate danger of harming yourself, please reach out to someone you trust or contact a crisis hotline in your area. You are not alone, and there are people who care deeply about you. We urge you to seek professional help—a counselor, pastor, or doctor who can walk with you through this valley. God’s grace is sufficient, even for this. *"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness"* (2 Corinthians 12:9).
You are loved. You are seen. And your life matters. Please hold on.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. 
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