AFK3090
Servant of All
God please help me. I'm terrified, and I've ruined my life, and I'm so lonely. I'm so terrified I might have an incurable horrible mental illness that is done damage to people that I loved and cared about. I'm terrified that I'm never going to get over it or get better I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. And I know I'm going to live a long life not going to be able to die and be relieved from all the pain and suffering. I'm very lonely, I miss my friends, I miss having friends, I don't know how to make friends and I'm too old for that for not being able to have friends. I don't know what to do I'm so scared I'm lonely. God I'm so afraid this is going to be my life for the next ### to ### years. I've been doing everything I can for such a long time. Please please God I don't want to suffer anymore I don't want to be alone anymore I don't want to hurt anymore. I just want to know what to do please I want to know if this is a punishment please.