Lettinggod
Servant of All
God I am losing my faith and my strength. All has become lost for me. My trust has gone and I have nothing. Not sure what else to say or do. This is not God's will for my life. I have known God too long. My soul has become rejected by others. My purpose is no more. I keep trying to pray but all this does is reveal how bad my life is. Like always my intentions were good, but my best just has never been good enough. I wait for you Lord only to find myself waiting. I listen for the Lord just to hear him say trust me. I trust God but nothing happens. It is too late now anyway. I tried God I really did. I waited I really did. I am not sure what today may bring but whatever it is it won't be good enough. I am sorry Father. I have failed.
