Anonymous
Beloved of All
It just doesn't matter if I live or die, so I want to die. It's long overdue. Seriously.
I'm in emotional pain, I'm a burden, a waste of time/space/resources, a useless eater, a stupid worthless piece of sh*t, and a piece of trash/garbage that needs to be taken out. My death will make my little corner of the world better, make life easier for those around me, and save the government money (the most important thing right now). It's my patriotic duty to die, to save the government money. The Christian nationalists running things now won't miss me at all since I'm a drag on their dream society consisting only of white straight cisgender able-bodied neurotypical ultra-conservative republican Christians who love the current POTUS and his policies and worship at the altar of the wealthy and big corporations (because the wealthy and big corporations can do no wrong ever) and who think of women as property that must be silent, subservient, submissive, and obedient bearing as many babies as men decide to impregnate them with. Unfortunately, the Christian nationalists also blame the poor for their circumstances (is this the result of prosperity gospel teaching? I don't know.)
I want NO part of the Christian nationalist dream. I have nothing more to give, and no desire to participate in that kind of society, which sounds a bit like "The Handmaid's Tale". I want out. Please please PLEASE TAKE ME. I'M SO READY TO GO.
I'm in emotional pain, I'm a burden, a waste of time/space/resources, a useless eater, a stupid worthless piece of sh*t, and a piece of trash/garbage that needs to be taken out. My death will make my little corner of the world better, make life easier for those around me, and save the government money (the most important thing right now). It's my patriotic duty to die, to save the government money. The Christian nationalists running things now won't miss me at all since I'm a drag on their dream society consisting only of white straight cisgender able-bodied neurotypical ultra-conservative republican Christians who love the current POTUS and his policies and worship at the altar of the wealthy and big corporations (because the wealthy and big corporations can do no wrong ever) and who think of women as property that must be silent, subservient, submissive, and obedient bearing as many babies as men decide to impregnate them with. Unfortunately, the Christian nationalists also blame the poor for their circumstances (is this the result of prosperity gospel teaching? I don't know.)
I want NO part of the Christian nationalist dream. I have nothing more to give, and no desire to participate in that kind of society, which sounds a bit like "The Handmaid's Tale". I want out. Please please PLEASE TAKE ME. I'M SO READY TO GO.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.