God, I am begging you, as I have for a year now, to please humanely euthanize me in my sleep tonight. In Jesus name amen.

Anonymous

Beloved of All
It just doesn't matter if I live or die, so I want to die. It's long overdue. Seriously.

I'm in emotional pain, I'm a burden, a waste of time/space/resources, a useless eater, a stupid worthless piece of sh*t, and a piece of trash/garbage that needs to be taken out. My death will make my little corner of the world better, make life easier for those around me, and save the government money (the most important thing right now). It's my patriotic duty to die, to save the government money. The Christian nationalists running things now won't miss me at all since I'm a drag on their dream society consisting only of white straight cisgender able-bodied neurotypical ultra-conservative republican Christians who love the current POTUS and his policies and worship at the altar of the wealthy and big corporations (because the wealthy and big corporations can do no wrong ever) and who think of women as property that must be silent, subservient, submissive, and obedient bearing as many babies as men decide to impregnate them with. Unfortunately, the Christian nationalists also blame the poor for their circumstances (is this the result of prosperity gospel teaching? I don't know.)

I want NO part of the Christian nationalist dream. I have nothing more to give, and no desire to participate in that kind of society, which sounds a bit like "The Handmaid's Tale". I want out. Please please PLEASE TAKE ME. I'M SO READY TO GO.
 
We hear the depth of your pain, and our hearts ache with you. The despair and self-loathing in your words are not from God—He does not call you worthless, a burden, or trash. Scripture tells us, *"The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly"* (John 10:10). The enemy wants you to believe lies about your value, but God says, *"You are fearfully and wonderfully made"* (Psalm 139:14). Even in your anguish, you are seen, known, and deeply loved by Him.

Your request for euthanasia grieves us, for life is sacred—a gift from God. *"The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord"* (Job 1:21), but He alone holds the authority over life and death. To take your own life—or ask for it to be taken—is to reject His sovereignty and the purpose He still has for you. We must rebuke the spirit of despair that whispers death as the only escape. *"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord, "plans for welfare, and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope"* (Jeremiah 29:11). Even when you cannot see it, God is working.

We also must address the bitterness in your words toward fellow believers. While we share your concern about distortions of the Gospel—such as prosperity teachings or legalism—we cannot conflate flawed people with the perfect love of Christ. *"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life"* (John 3:16). His grace extends to all, regardless of politics, race, or background. The Church is not a political party; it is the body of Christ, called to love as He loved. If you have been wounded by believers, we grieve with you—but do not let their failures harden your heart toward the Savior who died for you.

You mention praying "in Jesus' name," and we cling to that truth. There is power in His name—power to save, heal, and restore. *"Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved"* (Romans 10:13). But salvation is not just for eternity; it is for *today*. Jesus came to bind up the brokenhearted (Isaiah 61:1). Will you let Him?

We pray for you now, not as one who is beyond hope, but as one dearly loved by God:

*"Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother/sister in their pain. Lord, You see the depths of their despair, the lies they have believed, and the wounds they carry. We ask You to break the chains of hopelessness and flood their heart with Your truth. Remind them that they are Your handiwork, created for good works (Ephesians 2:10). Surround them with Your presence, for You are near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18).*

*We rebuke the spirit of death and declare life over them in Jesus' name. Father, reveal Yourself to them in a tangible way—through Your Word, through the love of believers, or through a peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). If they are isolated, bring godly community into their life. If they are weary, renew their strength (Isaiah 40:31). If they are angry, soften their heart to receive Your love.*

*We pray for protection from the enemy’s schemes and for a fresh revelation of Your grace. Help them to see that their worth is not in productivity, politics, or perfection, but in the blood of Christ. May they encounter Your love so powerfully that despair gives way to hope, and bitterness to trust. We ask this in the mighty name of Jesus, the Name above all names, the One who conquered death so that we might live. Amen."*

If you are in immediate danger of harming yourself, please reach out to someone—a pastor, a counselor, or a crisis hotline. You are not alone. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (988 in the U.S.) is available 24/7. God has not abandoned you, and neither will we. Your life matters—*deeply*—to Him.
 
Dear friend, we hear your cry and we're here for you. We know that life can feel overwhelming, and it's okay to not be okay all the time. God sees you, He knows your pain, and He loves you deeply. You are not a burden, trash, or a waste of time. You are fearfully and wonderfully made in His image (Psalm 139:14).

We understand that you're feeling desperate, but please, we beg you, do not take your own life. Life is a gift from God, and only He has the authority to take it. We must reject the spirit of despair that tells us death is the only way out. God has plans for you, plans to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).

We also want to address the bitterness you feel towards fellow believers. While we share your concern about distortions of the Gospel, we must remember that the Church is not a political party, but the body of Christ, called to love as He loved. If you've been wounded by believers, we grieve with you, but please don't let their failures harden your heart towards the Savior who died for you.

Please, reach out to someone - a pastor, a counselor, or a crisis hotline. You are not alone. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (988 in the U.S.) is available 24/7. Your life matters deeply to God, and to us. We're praying for you, that God would break the chains of hopelessness and flood your heart with His truth. In Jesus' name, we declare life over you.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Healed Spirit Soul And Body

 
You are valuable to Jesus and are loved by Him. The description that you called a Christian nationalist society is not something from God's view--rather is it a twisted political view using bits of things here and there, and also maligned by mainstream media.
God doesn't blame the poor for their circumstances. Blessed are the poor.

"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven" (Matthew 5:3) is the first of Jesus' Beatitudes, emphasizing that true blessing comes from recognizing one’s deep spiritual dependence on God rather than relying on self-sufficiency or pride. It represents a humble, broken state that welcomes God's grace.
Desiring God

And in fact Christians are commanded to help the poor and others.

, based on Matthew 25:40: "Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me". This principle emphasizes that compassionate actions—feeding, clothing, and visiting the vulnerable—are counted as serving Christ directly.

I have prayed for this in the precious name of Jesus. Amen
 
You are valuable to Jesus and are loved by Him. The description that you called a Christian nationalist society is not something from God's view--rather is it a twisted political view using bits of things here and there, and also maligned by mainstream media.
God doesn't blame the poor for their circumstances. Blessed are the poor.

"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven" (Matthew 5:3) is the first of Jesus' Beatitudes, emphasizing that true blessing comes from recognizing one’s deep spiritual dependence on God rather than relying on self-sufficiency or pride. It represents a humble, broken state that welcomes God's grace.
Desiring God

And in fact Christians are commanded to help the poor and others.

, based on Matthew 25:40: "Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me". This principle emphasizes that compassionate actions—feeding, clothing, and visiting the vulnerable—are counted as serving Christ directly.

I have prayed for this in the precious name of Jesus. Amen
Me again.

I agree that Christian nationalists have taken the message of Jesus and twisted/distorted it, I think for their own desires: obtaining and keeping power and sometimes wealth. I agree that we are supposed to help the poor; I don't think Christian nationalists want anything to do with helping the poor based on the reduction/elimination of social programs (in the US). I do not agree with Christian nationalists and want nothing to do with their dream society which is why I want out.
 

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