Giving Up

[ehl]

Today I give up. I give up on hoping, believing praying. God does not care, not even one bit. 

If I pray and wait en hope I get laughed at, Humiliated - God takes care of those that take care of themselves. Yeah thats right.

Doing what I understood from Gods word resulted in a life of LIVING HELL. God asks us to do good to others and good will be done to us. We have to pray and wait on Gods timing. Turn the other cheek. Lots of these type of words in the bible - How we should behave ourselves. Now where is God? a Lifetime of waiting. 47 years of waiting and praying. Yes I was told I live an unclean life. I am a virgin. I am the joke of everyone around. Oh yeah - I was put on earth to work and make sure that I support people that do not work because God decided I was not good enough for a family.  I was told a lot of things. I worked supported others doing what I thought was "the right thing". GOD don't lie, God will give to me as well.

Now I've lost my life, I waited 47 years for nothing. a life wasted. I lost my earthly belongings, why - because if you do good the only thing that happens is that you get taken advantage of. If I don't give I am the worst person alive and that is why God rejected me. I deserve what I get. I am not holy, I am a sinner but I followed and trusted God to the best of my ability.

I again begged God for just one thing - just a small little family that cares about me. Deathly quiet. like always. Only thing was that I was told that my reason for being on earth is to support others. How and where I get the money is not anyone's problem. they got families and responsibilities. I have nothing......

I lived for God. Now I do not have a soul, it is scattered into pieces. a shattered soul cannot heal. I have no hope no future. I believed and trusted God.

God Failed all His Promises.....I do not want to live, there is nothing to live for. I lived for God and He rejected me time and time again.

I give up God. I worked for all these years to support others, too give and try to make life easier for those that do not have. I waited for You God, I waited for my little place under the sun. I don't worry about luxuries or fancy houses and cars, I just needed to know You care about those that try and follow Your word. I needed to know You will take care of us.

You don't care God, or it is just me that you reject but nothing matters anymore. I am dead inside. I tried God, I really did. I tried to end all, it did not work, but now I ask again. Please God I cannot carry on. I am tired I am weak I am worn. Please take my life, somewhere there is someone who has loved ones, that needs to live. I have nothing, nobody. Please take my life. Please. It is over

 

[nomalanga]

God we ask in Jesus Name,if God you live in me so can you live in her life and God show her the unseen, the unheard things before, the one that she never thought of imagining, let her imagine,in Jesus holy name God let your will be done as it is done in heaven

 

[Keety]

Father, I thank you for your love. I ask that you would reveal more deeply to our hearts your love and what you think of us. I ask that we would be completely changed and filled with your Holy Fire. Let us receive the baptism of your love and of the fear of you, that we might live uprightly, not through our own strength but through your power and grace. In Jesus name, amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

Jesus on the cross was expressing His feelings of abandonment as God placed the sins of the world on Him – and because of that had to “turn away†from Jesus. As Jesus was feeling that weight of sin, He was experiencing separation from God for the only time in all of eternity. It was at this time that 2 Corinthians 5:21 occurred, “God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.†Jesus became sin for us, so He felt the loneliness and abandonment that sin always produces, except that in His case, it was not His sin – it was ours. He hasn't abandoned You but understands first hand what You are feeling right now. He is with You, talk to Him. God is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think (Eph. 3:20)

 

[livemma]

Lord please reach out to this person and pierce through their bitterness, give this person a hope and a future. Let a Christian touch this person life. I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.

 

[cheryl d]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hadassah]

Today I give up. I give up on hoping, believing praying. God does not care, not even one bit. 

If I pray and wait en hope I get laughed at, Humiliated - God takes care of those that take care of themselves. Yeah thats right.

Doing what I understood from Gods word resulted in a life of LIVING HELL. God asks us to do good to others and good will be done to us. We have to pray and wait on Gods timing. Turn the other cheek. Lots of these type of words in the bible - How we should behave ourselves. Now where is God? a Lifetime of waiting. 47 years of waiting and praying. Yes I was told I live an unclean life. I am a virgin. I am the joke of everyone around. Oh yeah - I was put on earth to work and make sure that I support people that do not work because God decided I was not good enough for a family.  I was told a lot of things. I worked supported others doing what I thought was "the right thing". GOD don't lie, God will give to me as well.

Now I've lost my life, I waited 47 years for nothing. a life wasted. I lost my earthly belongings, why - because if you do good the only thing that happens is that you get taken advantage of. If I don't give I am the worst person alive and that is why God rejected me. I deserve what I get. I am not holy, I am a sinner but I followed and trusted God to the best of my ability.

I again begged God for just one thing - just a small little family that cares about me. Deathly quiet. like always. Only thing was that I was told that my reason for being on earth is to support others. How and where I get the money is not anyone's problem. they got families and responsibilities. I have nothing......

I lived for God. Now I do not have a soul, it is scattered into pieces. a shattered soul cannot heal. I have no hope no future. I believed and trusted God.

God Failed all His Promises.....I do not want to live, there is nothing to live for. I lived for God and He rejected me time and time again.

I give up God. I worked for all these years to support others, too give and try to make life easier for those that do not have. I waited for You God, I waited for my little place under the sun. I don't worry about luxuries or fancy houses and cars, I just needed to know You care about those that try and follow Your word. I needed to know You will take care of us.

You don't care God, or it is just me that you reject but nothing matters anymore. I am dead inside. I tried God, I really did. I tried to end all, it did not work, but now I ask again. Please God I cannot carry on. I am tired I am weak I am worn. Please take my life, somewhere there is someone who has loved ones, that needs to live. I have nothing, nobody. Please take my life. Please. It is over

God doesn't want to take your life, He has come to give you life, abundant life. You are dead inside because you believe God didn't care for you, but the truth is, that God has loved you with an everlasting love and it is He who has drawn you to Himself. If we believe we choose God, we believed wrong. It is God who chooses us, and He gave His son to bring restoration of all things back to His creation. You are loved.

Wrong doctrines and beliefs and believing others without going into the word of God ourselves is what harms us. It is like a well known denomination that has led many people astray because the people (the majority) believed the man in the pulpit without delving into the word of God themselves. I know several who, when given the words of life, are astounded and didn't know anything about Jesus and why He came. He came to reveal the heart of the Father, and that is love. It was the religious folk that he stood against, not the people, but those who thought they knew God, but they only knew Him through learning and not through having a relationship with Him. Enoch was 65 years old and it was after he had a son, that he began to walk with God. It was because he begin to realize there had to be a God out there who loved and cared for him, and so he sought him.

It's about relationship. It is through relationship that all those other things fall into place. It is through relationship that our hearts are changed to want to care for others, to bless those who curse us, it is growing up in all things in Christ.

No, God loves you. He is for you. I'm so sorry that your life has been one of unhappiness, but I encourage you that today is a new day, a new beginning...and to be honest, if God restored Sarah's youth so she could have children, He will do the same for you.

So I encourage you to let go of whatever has brought you to this place and take up the truth. Jesus is the Truth, He is the Way and He is the Life.

It's about relationship. You are loved by God, His heart is for you, and I am sure He has tried to speak to you, cause that is what He does, but when we harden our hearts against him, that is when we believe He rejects us and has left us. His word says, he will never leave us nor forsake us. There is no one more for you than the one who fearfully and wonderfully made you.

Abba, Father, thank you for loving this person. Thank you that you are able to restore and redeem their life and bring in the joy that comes from salvation, not just being saved, but the full and abundant life that is in Christ, where they are led forth with peace, the mountains and the hills, break forth into singing...because you are at 'peace' with them, even if they are not at 'peace' with you, your love never fails. So I ask for a greater measure of mercy over their lives and for an encounter with your love and for your word that has been sown, that has not been released to grow and bring forth fruit unto life, be watered by Your Spirit. Holy Spirit in them, giving them the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Christ, that their eyes be flooded with the light of the glorious gospel, that they would embrace truth, and leave behind the past.

In Jesus name. Amen.

Jesus on the cross was expressing His feelings of abandonment as God placed the sins of the world on Him – and because of that had to “turn away†from Jesus. As Jesus was feeling that weight of sin, He was experiencing separation from God for the only time in all of eternity. It was at this time that 2 Corinthians 5:21 occurred, “God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.†Jesus became sin for us, so He felt the loneliness and abandonment that sin always produces, except that in His case, it was not His sin – it was ours. He hasn't abandoned You but understands first hand what You are feeling right now. He is with You, talk to Him. God is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think (Eph. 3:20)

Beautifully said! Praise the Lord!

 

[The Encourager]

God Knows What Is Best. May God in Jesus' name always and forever answer all YOUR prayers according to HIS perfect will. Amen. May God answer all our prayers exceedingly abundantly above all that you may ask or think... (Ephesians 3:20). :~) Remember All things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). :~) Keep Your Focus on God. Trust Him. God is in control. :~) A Song For You, Yes You Can: http://youtu.be/5tXxBOKORpk

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.