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Dear Heavenly Father,
I do love you with all my heart,and I do truly want to have and enjoy and keep a trusting,close relationship with you and Jesus more than any thing.
I am so sorry Father but I do lose the trust in you and with you,I do have moments where I do feel close to you and I feel at peace within me
I know the reasons I lost trust in you and that is because of that I lost nearly 18 years ago and I have not completely forgiven my self for how I was in my marriage to Christine.
I know over the last 17 years,even before that I have done thousands of hours of soul searching and worked through many many emotional and psychological issues through therapy and through you and I have turned my self around inside out and a lot of that emotional baggage has been sorted and through you and Jesus I do feel cleansed.
Father,dear Father,please help me,talk to me,send your Holy Spirit to me,I invite you into my life,please help me to now finally and 100% forgive myself for my wrong doings and aggressive behavior all those years ago,help me to forgive my self because I did not fully enjoy all that I had all those years ago.There is viscous cycle,please break that viscous cycle so I am completely trusting of you each and every breath I breathe,help me to delight in you as it said in Psalms 37:4,
Father God,you have led me through the 56 years of my life of the wilderness and I know that these years have been the testing times,to test what is my heart.
I pray that now is the time my testing is over,and now is the time you will bless me with all the desires and needs of my heart and my being.
I claim your promise,and that now is the time that your plans prosper me will come to me in every aspect of my life,finances,all my debts are cleared,I need a lump sum of around £3000 and a higher income and to be united with my loving soul mate/wife,better health,I pray this whole matter with the CSA has been sorted out and they will return the £342 to me this week
I pray for healing on both my sisters eyes quickly so they both have better and clearer vision.
I pray fir healing on my sinuses and cold,please restore me back to full health quickly,I ask all this in Jesus name,Amen
I do love you with all my heart,and I do truly want to have and enjoy and keep a trusting,close relationship with you and Jesus more than any thing.
I am so sorry Father but I do lose the trust in you and with you,I do have moments where I do feel close to you and I feel at peace within me
I know the reasons I lost trust in you and that is because of that I lost nearly 18 years ago and I have not completely forgiven my self for how I was in my marriage to Christine.
I know over the last 17 years,even before that I have done thousands of hours of soul searching and worked through many many emotional and psychological issues through therapy and through you and I have turned my self around inside out and a lot of that emotional baggage has been sorted and through you and Jesus I do feel cleansed.
Father,dear Father,please help me,talk to me,send your Holy Spirit to me,I invite you into my life,please help me to now finally and 100% forgive myself for my wrong doings and aggressive behavior all those years ago,help me to forgive my self because I did not fully enjoy all that I had all those years ago.There is viscous cycle,please break that viscous cycle so I am completely trusting of you each and every breath I breathe,help me to delight in you as it said in Psalms 37:4,
Father God,you have led me through the 56 years of my life of the wilderness and I know that these years have been the testing times,to test what is my heart.
I pray that now is the time my testing is over,and now is the time you will bless me with all the desires and needs of my heart and my being.
I claim your promise,and that now is the time that your plans prosper me will come to me in every aspect of my life,finances,all my debts are cleared,I need a lump sum of around £3000 and a higher income and to be united with my loving soul mate/wife,better health,I pray this whole matter with the CSA has been sorted out and they will return the £342 to me this week
I pray for healing on both my sisters eyes quickly so they both have better and clearer vision.
I pray fir healing on my sinuses and cold,please restore me back to full health quickly,I ask all this in Jesus name,Amen
