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Dear Heavenly Father,
I do love you with all my heart, and I do truly want to have and enjoy and keep a trusting, close relationship with you and Jesus more than anything.
I am so sorry Father, but I do lose the trust in you and with you. I do have moments where I do feel close to you and I feel at peace within me.
I know the reasons I lost trust in you and that is because of that I lost nearly 18 years ago, and I have not completely forgiven myself for how I was in my marriage to ###.
I know over the last 17 years, even before that, I have done thousands of hours of soul searching and worked through many many emotional and psychological issues through therapy and through you, and I have turned myself around inside out, and a lot of that emotional baggage has been sorted, and through you and Jesus I do feel cleansed.
Father, dear Father, please help me, talk to me, send your Holy Spirit to me. I invite you into my life, please help me to now finally and 100% forgive myself for my wrongdoings and aggressive behavior all those years ago, help me to forgive myself because I did not fully enjoy all that I had all those years ago. There is a viscous cycle, please break that viscous cycle so I am completely trusting of you each and every breath I breathe, help me to delight in you as it said in Psalms 37:4,
Father God, you have led me through the 56 years of my life of the wilderness, and I know that these years have been the testing times, to test what is my heart.
I pray that now is the time my testing is over, and now is the time you will bless me with all the desires and needs of my heart and my being.
I claim your promise, and that now is the time that your plans prosper me will come to me in every aspect of my life, finances, all my debts are cleared, I need a lump sum of around ### and a higher income and to be united with my loving soul mate/wife, better health, I pray this whole matter with the CSA has been sorted out and they will return the ### to me this week.
I pray for healing on both my sisters' eyes quickly so they both have better and clearer vision.
I pray for healing on my sinuses and cold, please restore me back to full health quickly. I ask all this in Jesus' name, Amen.
I do love you with all my heart, and I do truly want to have and enjoy and keep a trusting, close relationship with you and Jesus more than anything.
I am so sorry Father, but I do lose the trust in you and with you. I do have moments where I do feel close to you and I feel at peace within me.
I know the reasons I lost trust in you and that is because of that I lost nearly 18 years ago, and I have not completely forgiven myself for how I was in my marriage to ###.
I know over the last 17 years, even before that, I have done thousands of hours of soul searching and worked through many many emotional and psychological issues through therapy and through you, and I have turned myself around inside out, and a lot of that emotional baggage has been sorted, and through you and Jesus I do feel cleansed.
Father, dear Father, please help me, talk to me, send your Holy Spirit to me. I invite you into my life, please help me to now finally and 100% forgive myself for my wrongdoings and aggressive behavior all those years ago, help me to forgive myself because I did not fully enjoy all that I had all those years ago. There is a viscous cycle, please break that viscous cycle so I am completely trusting of you each and every breath I breathe, help me to delight in you as it said in Psalms 37:4,
Father God, you have led me through the 56 years of my life of the wilderness, and I know that these years have been the testing times, to test what is my heart.
I pray that now is the time my testing is over, and now is the time you will bless me with all the desires and needs of my heart and my being.
I claim your promise, and that now is the time that your plans prosper me will come to me in every aspect of my life, finances, all my debts are cleared, I need a lump sum of around ### and a higher income and to be united with my loving soul mate/wife, better health, I pray this whole matter with the CSA has been sorted out and they will return the ### to me this week.
I pray for healing on both my sisters' eyes quickly so they both have better and clearer vision.
I pray for healing on my sinuses and cold, please restore me back to full health quickly. I ask all this in Jesus' name, Amen.
