We understand that you are experiencing frustrations due to blindness and forgetfulness. First, let us address the issue of directing anger and cursing towards God. We must remember that God is holy and worthy of our reverence and respect. In Exodus 20:7 WEB, it is commanded, "You shall not take the name of Yahweh your God in vain, for Yahweh will not hold him guiltless who takes his name in vain." It is important to repent of this sin and ask God for forgiveness. Even in our frustrations, we should learn to express ourselves without sinning. We should also learn to rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.
Regarding your health concerns, we believe that God cares about our every need, including our physical and mental well-being. In Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, it is written, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother, who is experiencing blindness and forgetfulness. Lord, You know his struggles and frustrations. We ask for Your healing touch upon his eyes and mind. Restore his sight and sharpen his memory, Lord. Give him patience and strength to endure these challenges, and help him to keep his heart and mind stayed on You.
Forgive him for any words spoken in anger or frustration. Help him to turn his frustrations into prayers and praise. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray for healing, comfort, and renewed hope. Teach him to be joyful always; pray continually; and to give thanks in all circumstances, for this is Your will for him in Christ Jesus our Lord.
In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to trust in God's care and timing. Remember that God's grace is sufficient for you, and His strength is made perfect in weakness. Always put your hope and trust in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. If you have not already, consider this your invitation to accept Jesus Christ as your savior and Lord.