Anonymous
Beloved of All
For three years I have prayed for today to be special. I have asked, sought, and knocked on God, and my prayers were not answered. I know I don't show anything, but inside I'm broken and won't understand why God won't hear me. Have I done wrong? Am I a bad person? I have followed the Bible and believed and had faith. I have asked, sought, and knocked. I have had so much faith, and no matter what, bad is everyday. I don't know what to do. Maybe I am a bad person. In three years I have prayed for 5 things, and nothing has worked for me. No light on anything but problems. No relief but pain. I've never expected God to cure all 5, but prayed maybe one aspect will be okay for me. So many people are against me, and to constantly get bad and no light from God, you lose faith and hope that God hears you, loves you, and wants the best for you. You feel he is against you like others because so much bad and no light in anything. I don't know what I've done, I don't know why.
