Anonymous
Beloved of All
For three years I have prayed for today to be special. I have asked, seeked and knocked god and my prayers were not answered. I know I don't show anything but inside I'm broken and won't understand why god won't hear me. have I done wrong? Am I am bad person? I have followed the bible and believed and had faith . I have asked, seeked and knocked . I have had so much fiath and no matter what bad is everyday. I don't know what to do. Maybe I am a bad person. In three years I have prayed for 5 things and nothing has worked for me. No light on anything but problems. No relief but pain. I've never expected god to cute all 5 but prayed maybe one aspect will be okay for me. So many people are against me and to constantly get bad and no lighty from god u lose fiath and hope that god hears you, loves u, and wants best for u. U feel he is against u like others cause so much bad and no light in anything. I don't know what I've done , I don't know why .
