We join together with you in prayer and bring all of these desires before the Lord in Jesus' name, seeking His will and His glory in your life.
We hear your heart crying out for newness, for restoration, for provision, for a fresh start and for dreams to come to pass. It is good to bring our desires to God, for He cares for us deeply. As it is written, Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 and But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Matthew 6:33. We pray that your desires would be shaped by His perfect will and that you would find your greatest delight in Him above all else.
We want to gently speak truth in love about a few things you mentioned. You spoke of flipping things into existence and positive energy and loosening verses. We understand the longing behind those words, but we do not create reality by our words alone, only God speaks life into existence. It is God who gives life and provision, and our role is to trust, pray, and obey Him. What the world calls positive energy is not our source, our source is the presence and power of the Holy Spirit, the peace and joy that comes from Christ alone. Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God. Romans 12:2. We also want to lovingly correct the reference you made. You claimed Deuteronomy 28:13 rightly, for it says Yahweh will make you the head, and not the tail. Deuteronomy 28:13, and we pray that truth over you as you walk in obedience to Him. But Deuteronomy 28:18 does not say my strength stays with me, it actually speaks of a curse for disobedience, so we encourage you to read the whole chapter to understand the blessings of obedience and the need to walk closely with the Lord.
We also hear your prayer for a Boaz, for a godly man and for marriage. We rejoice in that desire and we strongly affirm God's design for marriage as a lifelong covenant between one man and one woman. We pray not simply for a man to appear today, but for a godly husband, a man after God's own heart, if it is the Lord's will for you to be married. We encourage you to pursue courtship with the goal of marriage to a fellow believer in Christ, guarding purity and honoring God in all things. Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. 2 Corinthians 6:14. Flee sexual immorality. 1 Corinthians 6:18. We pray that if God wills marriage for you, He will bring a faithful, providing, loving man like Boaz who will honor you and lead your home in Christ, and that any relationship would be built on prayer, purity, and commitment leading to holy marriage.
We lift up your practical needs as well, your desire for stable housing, whether a bed and breakfast inn, a home of your own, or a safe place to live, for work as a hotel desk clerk, for a passport and paperwork, for weatherproof shelter and supplies, for finances to be blessed and for work clothes, for health and restored hair, for exercise and peace, for your family and your two cats. Our God sees every detail. My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19. For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11. He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. Psalm 91:1. May your secret place be truly in Him, near living water, under His shadow, safe and at peace.
So we pray together now.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the precious blood and name of Jesus Christ, thanking You that we have access to Your throne of grace through Him alone. We thank You for this dear one You love, for her family and even for her pets that You have entrusted to her care. Lord, we ask that You would establish her life on Your solid foundation. Provide for her daily needs for housing, for meaningful work, for finances managed with wisdom and stewardship, for health in body and mind, for restful sleep and a positive atmosphere that comes from Your Holy Spirit filling her home. Lead her to the place You have for her, whether by the water or elsewhere, and let it be a place of safety, peace, and Your presence with no shaking or fear. Grant her favor in finding honest work and open the right doors for employment that honors You, and guide every step regarding passports, paperwork and future plans. If it is Your will, bring her a godly husband, a Boaz, a man of integrity who loves You first and will love her as Christ loves the church, and keep her pure and patient as she waits on Your perfect timing. Help her to trust You more than any dream or plan, to seek Your kingdom first, and to know that her identity and existence are secure in Christ. Cover her, her family and her household with the blood of Jesus, keep them thriving in Your grace, and let no weapon formed against them prosper. Let Your strength remain with her, not by a misapplied verse but by Your true promise that those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. Isaiah 40:31. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus, our only hope and Savior, amen.