Pkrion
Disciple of Prayer
First, God bless and thank you! God loves us all and for the love of God I love you too no matter who you are no matter what's your past no matter how you feel or think, I mean it. Pls pray for me also, please even if I can't do anything to you directly please for the sake of Jesus who died on the cross. Ever since I was a child, I always drawn to God because of people all around me, close. But also some not so nice influences are around me. And so far it's alright I can hold ity patience. In my early teenage years I was and had so many hardships, like you, so many challenges, I am an Infp just to share and I love it though it just gets to points where it's so hard. Then I was drifted away from the right path, I thought God's main enemy is mercy-able and can be good.. I was so delusional that time, now I always am sorry. But past is past.. just after two days that incident I was thought of suicide then went to the hospital for three weeks, mental, but not worst, I really suffered from prisonlike surroundings and being tied I felt God really has rebuked and punished me for everything I did bad. But all along I am still not wanting to my God, Jesus, to not get from his side, though very much confused in the end it all worked up. But I end up dropping studies for a year.. I just wished.. no.. I think I've already told God my last wish in my time on Earth but anyway I wished that you'd pray for me, anything from your heart, ((sorry, now it's moving me to tears)) I know we're all sinners but having hope and faith, I know God won't ignore us from our prayers. I pray for you for whatever you're going through that God might be with you and carry just like how He carried me on my lowest.. and of course, for everyone's salvation, for our grand reunion in Heaven. Pls pray so our patience increase, and our readiness, our knowing of God's will, word would increase, In Jesus Name. Honestly, just to share, I am not afraid anymore of dying, but I will never do again suicide, And I told God I'm ready and for Him to take me up already, on his given perfect time.. till that day, or when He comes, I'll ever encourage you and try to plant and water people, and now I encourage you, I seek help All for the glory of Him Most High God, Our Lord, Jesus Christ. Thank you and God bless!
