Plonyva
Disciple of Prayer
I'm ###.
I'm ###, in my final semester of engineering. I've left out around ### subjects and need to re-do them again, obviously my parents are mad at me. I'm not good enough and I know it because almost all my classmates got placed (got a job through campus recruitment) and we graduate in a month and I'm still here, I don't know what went wrong. I need prayer. Also, I've recently turned to God, and these days when I started prayer, worship is fine but whenever I sit to pray and close my eyes, I'm on my knees. I feel like, I don't know how to express this weird feeling where if I don't open my eyes now, someone's gonna come from behind, to stab or choke me, and because of this I'm not able to pray, and it not only happens at night, but in the morning too. I stay in a hostel with my roommate who is a non-believer, I try my best to pray whenever she isn't around, but this keeps happening. Also, I frequently get a few dreams about me entering our old apartment which is always dark with no lights in the dream and some voice warns me not to go inside and I still do. It's been around ### years since we left that place. My family went through debt, bondage, and so many more personal issues when we stayed there. This dream keeps coming frequently with the same situation. I'm not sure of what's happening to me.
Please pray for me.
I'm ###, in my final semester of engineering. I've left out around ### subjects and need to re-do them again, obviously my parents are mad at me. I'm not good enough and I know it because almost all my classmates got placed (got a job through campus recruitment) and we graduate in a month and I'm still here, I don't know what went wrong. I need prayer. Also, I've recently turned to God, and these days when I started prayer, worship is fine but whenever I sit to pray and close my eyes, I'm on my knees. I feel like, I don't know how to express this weird feeling where if I don't open my eyes now, someone's gonna come from behind, to stab or choke me, and because of this I'm not able to pray, and it not only happens at night, but in the morning too. I stay in a hostel with my roommate who is a non-believer, I try my best to pray whenever she isn't around, but this keeps happening. Also, I frequently get a few dreams about me entering our old apartment which is always dark with no lights in the dream and some voice warns me not to go inside and I still do. It's been around ### years since we left that place. My family went through debt, bondage, and so many more personal issues when we stayed there. This dream keeps coming frequently with the same situation. I'm not sure of what's happening to me.
Please pray for me.