Feeling defeated. We are taught that God wants us to

[msbella]

Feeling defeated. We are taught that God wants us to have our dreams and to dream big, not just to meet but to exceed our dreams. We are taught that our dreams are not put there by mistake but I am now believing it's not true. I have prayed the same dream forever and it never comes true. I am feeling lonely, defeated, unworthy. I am a good person who is a good daughter, sister, aunt, friend but still nothing. I see countless others who aren't even living right get their dreams yet I never receive. I am thankful for my job and my home but life is not about those things because it's nothing if you have nobody to share it with. I was going to church faithfully and praying all the time. I was giving to help others yet I am knocked down again. I became so depressed and defeated that I stopped going to church 2 months ago and now I feel I am being punished for that. I know we are to hang onto faith no matter what but I am human and can be honest that I got upset because I try so hard for others and to spend another year with my prayers not being answered hurts. 2 months ago I was on my knees about ready to end my life praying for God to help me and still no help. The only reason I did not go through with it was my mother would be upset. People think that those who commit suicide are cowards but that's not it. They are people who need help and can't see past that minute of pain they are in because it hurts too much to hope because sometimes hope and faith will be the thing that hurts the most because you hang onto it but better times never come, your dreams never happen. How do you hang on to faith when it's hanging on to it and never seeing it happen that destroys you? Sometimes emotional hurt is the worst pain of all. Every day is worse than day before. I can't hope or pray anymore because I just get disappointed. How can God see me on my knees begging for help and something to look forward to and it never come? As angry as I am I am upset at myself for being upset with God for not seeing I need help. My pastor explained to me I am not the only person to get upset with God and won't be the last and God expects us to have moments of being upset. I feel like a failure though for being upset. It's bad. I need a lifeline from God. It's Christmas and then my birthday in a few days and I am miserable. I pray for a family with the man I love. I pray to be a good mom and partner and to be able to go to church with the man I love. Seems my dreams are too big. Don't think I can hold on much longer. Please pray for me. Pray that my dreams happen so. I need a chance.

 

[NeverGiveUpHope]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen

 

[Isabelle10]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[SetFree2016]

Father God, in the name of Jesus, I pray that you meet the needs of this ###. Father, along with this ###, we join together in asking that you honor this ###'s prayer request, in the name of Jesus. Amen.

 

[goodnewslad]

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[BlessMeFatherGod]

Almighty God, please answer quickly this prayer, in Jesus' Name... I pray, Amen.

 

[goodnewslad]

ms### I want you to have explanation or at least give you better perspective about yourself this proverb comes to mind when I read your request. "just because you are intelligent does not mean you won't go hungry" GOD works in mysterious ways HIS WONDERS TO PERFORM. "WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY" there is no doubt about this scripture, everything in this life has some darkness to it, we will never have answers to everything in this life as to why GOD does what HE DOES. it is for us to accept, "all that happens happens to the glory of GOD to those who love GOD. I know this is a very tough scripture to accept when something tragic or terrible happens, here we should look to JOB and see how his life has gone. but all in all ms### I pray for your frustrations and life to come to your liking and freedom from frustrations in the coming years

 

[val7]

 

[Saraha]

Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[mitchandkay]

###, the Lord never promised us that life on this earth would be an easy one, but He DID say that He would NEVER give us more than we can handle. I hear that you are hurting, but you need to know that now is NOT the time to stop going to church and praying, you need to go after God first and foremost. You should open your Bible and find a scripture { a promise from the Lord } and you need to stand on that promise that concerns what you are needing. God NEVER fails us, His timing is NOT our timing, a delay is NOT a denial from God. To end your life would be a slap in the face of God, you are here for a purpose, read Jeremiah 29:11. Your life has value, you matter to the Lord. Seek Him with your whole heart and NEVER lose hope. He is worthy of ALL our praise, worship Him, things change in the presence of God. Be blessed dear one!