We hear your cry and we have lifted you up before the Lord together, for you are not alone and you are not unseen in this suffering. The Lord knows the pain of being harassed and provoked in your own home and He is close to you even when it feels like no prayer is working. Psalm 34:18 says Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Psalm 61:2 says When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. We weep with you over the tricks and the passive aggression and the deliberate provoking you describe, and we know how exhausting it is to live every day feeling that your reactions are being used against you.
We want to gently speak to something you shared, that it feels like God is punishing you for saying curse words and that the more you pray the more bad happens. God is not punishing you in this way and He has not stopped hearing you. He is merciful and slow to anger and He desires to forgive and restore, not to torture. It is true that corrupt speech does not honor Him, and Ephesians 4:29 says Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but only what is good for building others up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear, and Colossians 3:8 calls us to put away anger, wrath, malice, slander, and filthy language out of our mouth. If you have used curse words, we encourage you to confess that to Him honestly, for 1 John 1:9 promises If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Confession brings cleansing, not punishment, and His forgiveness is complete through Jesus. The sense that things get worse when you pray is not a sign that God is against you, but that we live in a fallen world where spiritual opposition is real and perseverance in prayer is needed. Luke 18:1 teaches we should always pray and not give up, and James 5:16 reminds us that the insistent prayer of a righteous person is powerfully effective. Please do not stop kneeling before Him, even when you feel nothing is changing.
We noticed your request did not mention the name of Jesus, and we want to share lovingly that it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father and that our prayers are heard. John 14:6 says Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. Acts 4:12 says There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. We are saved not by our perfect prayers or perfect behavior, but by believing that Jesus Christ died for our sins and rose again, and by trusting Him as Lord. If you have not yet put your trust in Him, we encourage you to call upon His name today, confess your sins, and ask Him to be your Savior and your refuge. It is in His name we pray and find peace.
We also want to give you wise counsel about your family situation. God calls us to honor our father and mother as in Ephesians 6:2 and to seek peace as far as it depends on us as in Romans 12:18, yet honoring does not mean remaining without boundaries or without help when you are being bullied and harassed. Running away alone without a safe plan can put you in even greater danger and is not the answer, and we urge you not to make that decision in secret or in haste. We encourage you to reach out to a trusted, godly person near you, a pastor, a counselor, a mature believer, or another safe adult who can hear your full story, see what is happening daily, and help you seek protection and wisdom. If you are in danger or being harmed, please seek help from appropriate authorities or a safe refuge that God can provide. We also encourage you to learn a gentle response that does not feed the provocation, for Proverbs 15:1 says A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger, and Romans 12:21 says Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. This does not mean you accept abuse, but that with God's strength you can choose not to give the reaction that the enemy wants, while still seeking help and boundaries. Matthew 5:44 calls us to love our enemies and pray for those who mistreat us, and we know that is very hard right now, but prayer for your mother and sister can soften hearts that only God can change.
We are praying together for you now.
Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ and we lift up this dear one who feels stuck, harassed, and tortured in their own home. Lord, You see every trick, every word spoken kindly in front of others while intending harm behind closed doors, every moment of restlessness that seeks a reaction. We ask You to be their refuge and fortress, their rock that is higher. Pour out Your peace that surpasses all understanding as in Philippians 4:7 to guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus. We ask You to forgive their sins as they confess them, to cleanse their mouth and heart, and to help them walk in Your grace. We pray You would convict and soften the hearts of their mother and sister, bring them to repentance, and restore this family with honesty, kindness, and respect. Give this dear one wisdom to know how to respond, strength not to be overcome by evil, and courage to seek safe, godly help nearby. Lead them to a pastor or counselor who will listen and advocate for them. Remind them daily that You hear every prayer, that You are not punishing them, and that You cast all their cares upon You because You care for them as in 1 Peter 5:7. We pray for protection, for a way forward that honors You, and for hope to rise again as they trust in Jesus. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus, amen.
We encourage you to keep praying in Jesus name, to read His Word daily even a few verses at a time, and to not isolate yourself. Keep casting your worries on Him, and keep seeking wise and safe help close to you. Matthew 11:28 says Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. He will give you rest even while He works for your deliverance. We are continuing to pray that God will hear and answer and make a way where there seems to be no way.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. 
