I continue to share what my family has gone through due to a string of incidents (ingering illnes/death of my mother, prostate cancer, venomous snake bite, medical...malpractice leading to poisoning, torn muscles, joblessness). Applied for, denied, appealed and denied disability. I have researched hospital records of my bloodwork for the time I was hospitalized for the poisoning and referenced the medications I was on and was led immediately to a clear diagnosis of Neuroleptic Malignant, the treating hospital did nothing to treat this, they simply thought I maybe recklessly took too many meds or too few, neither of which would account for the findings in my medical record, that negligence could easily led to my death in a few ways and at numerous points in my stay.
I learned in that horrible place in a psychotic state to completely fall into the arms of the Lord. I have been a Christian since my youth but found Him faithful when my broken mind had nothing, He very nearly, literally carried me.
I don't know why all avenues for treatment to recover have continued to be bad, doctors have continued to prescribe medications for my mood issues leading to further harm, bad meds to help me after my snake bite, bad information about my muscle repair after surgery all of which making returning to work less and less and viable option and utterly depleting our finances. My poor wife has seen me driven out of my mind, had to have me hospitalized, seen me suffer further and further harm, has suffered from near continual fear and anxiety.
I have heard the Lord speak through prayer and study that I must encourage my family to a higher faith and true dependence on God and I work on that daily, hourly but provision for our earthly needs remains unmet.
I am meeting an attorney today at 2 to discuss possible 3rd attempt at disability but as I have tried to do some work to keep us from going under completely, it may be that the little I make is too much because of governmental guidelines.
Please pray for my family, my wife and 2 boys, pray their faith will grow, pray I can continue in my growth and my healing, please pray for provision and for the Lord to show me what must be done to provide. I pray it is disability insurance, I need rest and to find a true path to healing. I am making all efforts to recast my mind after all this but the diagnosis of that major neurological event explains why my mind is in such disarray, I used to just suffer depression but now my mind is suffering all sorts of pains and I simply cannot afford the proper medical care now. Thank you for your prayers
I learned in that horrible place in a psychotic state to completely fall into the arms of the Lord. I have been a Christian since my youth but found Him faithful when my broken mind had nothing, He very nearly, literally carried me.
I don't know why all avenues for treatment to recover have continued to be bad, doctors have continued to prescribe medications for my mood issues leading to further harm, bad meds to help me after my snake bite, bad information about my muscle repair after surgery all of which making returning to work less and less and viable option and utterly depleting our finances. My poor wife has seen me driven out of my mind, had to have me hospitalized, seen me suffer further and further harm, has suffered from near continual fear and anxiety.
I have heard the Lord speak through prayer and study that I must encourage my family to a higher faith and true dependence on God and I work on that daily, hourly but provision for our earthly needs remains unmet.
I am meeting an attorney today at 2 to discuss possible 3rd attempt at disability but as I have tried to do some work to keep us from going under completely, it may be that the little I make is too much because of governmental guidelines.
Please pray for my family, my wife and 2 boys, pray their faith will grow, pray I can continue in my growth and my healing, please pray for provision and for the Lord to show me what must be done to provide. I pray it is disability insurance, I need rest and to find a true path to healing. I am making all efforts to recast my mind after all this but the diagnosis of that major neurological event explains why my mind is in such disarray, I used to just suffer depression but now my mind is suffering all sorts of pains and I simply cannot afford the proper medical care now. Thank you for your prayers

