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Disciple of Prayer
I'm really not sure about my faith right now...It seems that anytime I ever pray about something and put my faith in God, everything gets worse. For two years I've prayed about being able to spend my life with the woman I love. She's a great Christian and her and I get along so well, I've never had a connection like this with anyone in my entire life. I prayed and prayed and prayed 2 to 3 times a day... And she just told me that she doesn't think she feels the same way. I feel so beat down and depressed right now, I don't know what to do. I love her and praying about it just seemed to make it worse. I don't know where my faith is right now. I'm in such a depressed state of mind right now...