Fairness and Getting There

[Smuelxira]

Dear Lord Jesus,

I am telling everyone and I will say this I suffer with autism. I’m stuck in a job out in the sun humiliated bit by bugs sensory overload and I have been pushed around so hard and all I’m asking for is just a small TV spot to get my foot in the door. Lots of people in to say other Christians to be specific get their recognition on TV and become bigger stars, and I ever did, I even went to a convention where they were showing off the accomplishments of all those successful Christians. I even worked at a place where there was a false profit shown off all of her awards and recognition when in reality, she is hostile towards autistic, arrogant, egotistical, and cruel innocent animals


I’m not here to show off. I’m here to get my foot in the door for a better life so this TV spot I would really like to earn before my next birthday by the end of the year and I’m praying and calling out. I want other people to succeed too this isn’t just about me. This is about the people cause if I get this here, you make me happy to reach ### then I can be able to gradually spin off later. I’m also in another group right now that is helping me. I need to get there before my birthday because I’ve worked really hard in my anxiety and frustration just working at ### cleaning up after animals needs denied working overtime still living with my parents when I should be on my own financially independent and married and that’s why I’m trying to get there. This isn’t just about me making me a superstar. it’s helping me get to my business and then being able to help others get to their goal

I’m specifically wanting to go on a Christian station to help spread your word in your gasp sticking with Christianity and get connected with other people in Christian media I have so much I’d like to share and say I’m not asking to become a big shot superstar or anything I could work at some other job maybe I could work in aquarium inside I’ll still doing a lot of my Christian gigs of ### and Speaking, but I’m not gonna just be just a zookeeper while other people succeed. Tell me this please OK how is this fair? That’s so many other people get to talk about what they believe in whether or not they’re Christian, but especially not Christian even other Christians other Christians can share their faith beyond TV for it get recognition and then there are those who go against you and miss user name and talk about their favorite cartoons and obsession and get recognition and then hear people like me or just forced to clean be underpaid and humiliated And harassed


I’m asking for a small spot and not to become a big shot. I’m not asking to let the Eagle get to me but I come for good ideas. I can speak your word. I work really hard and get very little recognition. I’m not asking for a yacht sports car, a mansion anything expensive in lavished I’m asking for a better life and one thing I really really want is to get on a TV spot before my next birthday, please


I’m not even asking to be as well known as allowed these people that I’m kind of referencing just my own small scale not being egotistical or arrogant and I want other people to succeed too. That’s why I want to. I want to open my business to let other people shine someday and live there good lies that a person you could see a baker. Could be someone that they’ve seen on Christian station or they’ll have more elusive kind of fame be hidden small not a big star that’s what I’m trying to go for

And helps me make more money to get a girlfriend I can I superior and someday marry.

Like I said I suffer Austin and dsicrimtwd for it. It is time I have had enough. Please help.


In Jesus Name.

 

[Articles]

We hear your heartache, frustration, and longing for fairness, recognition, and a life that honors God. Your struggles with ###, the physical and emotional toll of your current job, and the feeling of being overlooked are deeply felt. You are not alone in this, and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God’s will and provision for your life.

First, we must address the foundation of our faith and prayer. It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God the Father. There is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me" (John 14:6). Your prayer in Jesus’ name is heard, and we join you in seeking His will for your life.

You desire a platform to share God’s word and to help others, and this is a noble and godly ambition. Scripture tells us, "Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father who is in heaven" (Matthew 5:16). Your heart to serve and uplift others is commendable, and we believe God can use your voice for His glory. However, we must also rebuke the spirit of comparison and resentment that can creep into our hearts. The Bible warns us, "For we dare not make ourselves of the number, or compare ourselves with some who commend themselves. But they, measuring themselves by themselves, and comparing themselves among themselves, are not wise" (2 Corinthians 10:12). God’s timing and plan for each of us are unique, and His ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9).

You mentioned your desire for financial independence, a godly marriage, and a platform to share your faith. These are all good and biblical desires. However, we must address the mention of a "girlfriend" and clarify that the biblical path to marriage begins with godly courtship, not casual relationships. Scripture is clear that marriage is a sacred covenant between a man and a woman (Genesis 2:24, Ephesians 5:31). If you are seeking a spouse, we encourage you to pray for a godly woman who shares your faith and values, and to pursue her with purity and honor (1 Thessalonians 4:3-5). Marriage is a blessing, but it must be entered into with wisdom, prayer, and a commitment to God’s design.

Your frustration with the unfairness you see in the world is understandable. Many people, including some who claim to be Christians, receive recognition while living in ways that do not honor God. But we are called to trust in the Lord’s justice and timing. "Do not fret because of evildoers, neither be envious against those who work unrighteousness. For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither like the green herb" (Psalm 37:1-2). Instead of focusing on what others have, we must focus on walking faithfully with God, knowing that He sees our struggles and will reward our perseverance (Hebrews 10:36).

You also mentioned the pain of being discriminated against because of ###. We rebuke any spirit of injustice or cruelty that has been directed toward you. God created you fearfully and wonderfully (Psalm 139:14), and He has a purpose for your life. Do not let the world’s standards define your worth. "For you are all children of God, through faith in Christ Jesus. For as many of you as were baptized into Christ have put on Christ. There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free man, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus" (Galatians 3:26-28). Your identity is in Christ, not in the opinions or actions of others.

Now, let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. We lift up our brother to You, knowing that You see his struggles, his pain, and his desires. Lord, You know the depths of his heart, and You understand the challenges he faces as someone with ###. We ask that You would give him strength, patience, and perseverance in his current circumstances. Help him to find joy and purpose in his work, even when it is difficult.

Father, we pray for the desires of his heart, to have a platform to share Your word, to achieve financial independence, and to one day enter into a godly marriage. Lord, we ask that You would open doors for him in Christian media, that he may have the opportunity to speak Your truth and encourage others. Guide him to the right connections, the right opportunities, and the right timing. May his words and actions bring glory to Your name.

We also pray for his future spouse, Lord. Prepare her heart, just as You are preparing his. Lead them to one another in Your perfect timing, and may their relationship be built on a foundation of faith, love, and mutual respect. Guard his heart from impatience or frustration, and help him to trust in Your plan for his life.

Father, we rebuke any spirit of comparison, resentment, or bitterness that may be trying to take root in his heart. Replace those feelings with Your peace, Your joy, and Your assurance that You are working all things together for his good (Romans 8:28). Remind him that his worth is found in You alone, and that You have a unique purpose for his life.

Lord, we also ask for Your protection over his mind and emotions. The world can be cruel, and the enemy seeks to discourage and distract. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit, that he may walk in confidence, wisdom, and discernment. Help him to see himself as You see him, a beloved child of God, created for a purpose.

Finally, Father, we ask that You would provide for his needs, both now and in the future. Whether it is through a new job, a platform to share Your word, or the fulfillment of his other desires, we trust that You will provide in Your perfect way. May he continue to grow in faith, in love, and in his relationship with You.

We pray all these things in the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.

We encourage you to continue seeking God’s will above all else. Trust that He is working behind the scenes, even when you cannot see it. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2). Surround yourself with godly community, and do not grow weary in doing good, for in due season, you will reap if you do not faint (Galatians 6:9). Your story is not over, and God is not finished with you yet. Keep pressing forward, and He will lead you to the place He has prepared for you.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear everything you’re carrying, how hard you’ve worked, how unseen you feel, and the deep desire for a door to finally open. The exhaustion from that job, the sensory strain, the sting of watching others step into platforms while you’re overlooked, none of it is lost on us, or on the Lord. We’re grateful you’re not chasing stardom; you want to build something that helps others flourish too, and that matters.

While we can’t promise the TV spot by your birthday, we can walk with you in the asking. Very practically, you might try reaching out to producers of smaller Christian programs or local stations, not waiting for them to discover you, but sharing your heart in a brief, clear pitch. Meanwhile, consider starting a low-key video series online: it can be a stepping stone and a way to develop your voice. And if your current work environment is breaking you down, it’s wise to explore indoor roles, like the aquarium work you mentioned, where your strengths and needs are respected. You’re not stuck forever.

Also, the road toward the life you want (independence, marriage, business) often builds in quiet, ordinary steps, not one dramatic event. God rarely despises small beginnings. Keep leaning into the group that’s helping you; let them walk with you through the anxiety and frustration. And if the pressure ever feels too heavy, reaching out to a trustworthy pastor or counselor can be a sign of strength, not weakness.

Lord Jesus, You see this brother’s heart, not the quest for fame, but a longing for dignity, for a place to serve, for healthy relationships and honest work. Quiet the chaos in his mind. Open doors no one can shut, and if a spot opens on Christian television, let it be for Your purposes alone. In the waiting, steady his steps, surround him with people who champion him, and bring him a job where he can breathe. We ask for a spouse in Your time, and for daily glimpses of Your goodness. All in Jesus’ name.

 

[bobr69]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

You have been working under the hot sun, bitten by more than insects, bitten by the sense that you are passed over, shoved aside, while others seem to step easily into recognition. And you cry out, “How is this fair?” It is an old, aching question, and the Lord does not turn His face from it. He knows the sting of watching the proud take the front seats while the faithful are left sweeping the floor. He knows what it is to be humbled, misunderstood, and pushed into the background. So before I say another word, let me tell you plainly: your cry has not fallen on deaf ears. The God who numbers the stars and calls them each by name has seen every single injustice done against you, and He keeps the tears you have shed in His bottle.

But I want you to think for a moment about a door. Not the door you hope will open on that television screen, good as that desire may be, but a better door, the Door Himself. Jesus said, “I am the door.” When He spoke that, He was not giving a lecture for scholars; He was standing in the middle of ordinary life, speaking to people just like you and me. A door means access. It means there is a way in, even for those who feel shut out. You say you suffer with autism, and that the world has made you feel like you are watching other people feast through a window while you remain outside. But Christ is not a window, He is a door, thrown wide open. And that door is not locked by your accomplishments or by some producer’s list of approved guests. He swings it open Himself and says, “By me if any man enter in, he shall be saved.”

Now, I don’t dismiss your longing for a television spot. You have not asked for a yacht or a mansion; you have asked for a modest opening, a place to speak, to share what the Lord has put in your heart, and to get your foot onto a path that leads to independence and a better life. There is no sin in that desire. When a man wants to use his gifts for God and to help others do the same, that is no selfish ambition, it is the stirring of a purpose that heaven itself may have planted. But let me gently whisper this to your weary heart: the timing of the door’s opening is in wiser hands than yours or mine. Jeremiah once bought a field when the enemy was at the gates and the land was worth nothing. It looked like folly to everyone watching, but Jeremiah was acting out a promise, enacting a hope that God had given him. He weighed his money, signed the deed, and put the documents in an earthen jar, because he believed the city would live again. You, too, are living in a time of hidden preparation, and your faithfulness under the sun, cleaning up after needs denied, is not wasted. It is being sealed up in a vessel, and in God’s own day it will be brought out and read before witnesses.

You ask how it is fair that others who mock your Lord, or who are cruel and arrogant, get the spotlight while you feel humiliated. Look at Calvary for your answer, and you will see the only truly Fair One treated with supreme unfairness. He was numbered with the transgressors though He had done no wrong. And why? So that He might open a door of hope for you, yes, for you, in your very frustration and isolation. The Valley of Achor, where Israel first camped inside the promised land, means “trouble,” and God Himself says He will make that valley a door of hope. Your present trouble, the sensory overload, the boss who shows off awards while crushing others, the long years of waiting, may yet become the low doorway through which you enter a broader place. God has a habit of using the things the world mocks to display His grace.

Do not think for a moment that you are forgotten because your face is not on a screen. The Lord Jesus did not come to make superstars; He came to make saints. And often He prepares His servants in secluded places, away from the crowd, where no eye applauds them. I remember once watching a nest of fledglings. When the mother bird came with food, every little mouth flew open wide, so wide that I could scarcely see the birds at all, only a row of open mouths, trusting and eager. They did not need a teacher to tell them to open their beaks; it was their nature to receive. And the mother filled them. The Lord says to you, “Open your mouth wide, and I will fill it.” He is not reluctant. He is not stingy. And He knows what you truly need more than a television spot, though He may give you that as well, in His own way and time. What you need first and always is Himself, the Living Bread, the One who fills the aching hollow inside.

While you wait for the door you long for, step often through the Door that is already open. Go in and out in communion with Christ. Tell Him your frustration. Tell Him again what you want and why. He can be trusted with your birthday deadline; He who measured out the days of your life can certainly handle the dates on your calendar. And let me ask you: can you trust Him enough to say, “If not before my next birthday, still I will believe You are good”? That is the kind of faith that does not put a fist through the dark, but settles into a Father’s hand, even when the path ahead is hidden.

Your work cleaning, underpaid and humiliating as it may feel, is not the measure of your worth. The Lord Jesus Himself worked with His hands in a carpenter’s shop before His public ministry began. He knows the long hours of hidden labor. He knows the exhaustion that makes your body ache. And He says to you, “Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” Not necessarily an instant escape from the job, though He may open that aquarium door or that Christian network door, but a rest of soul right in the middle of it. A deep-down peace that says, “I am accepted in the Beloved, whether anyone on earth notices me or not.”

If the Lord does open that small spot on a Christian station, use it for Him. Share His word. Help others find their own doors of hope. And if He delays, He is only deepening your roots so that when recognition comes, you will not be carried away by it. The eagle of pride may not swoop so easily on a heart that has been schooled in the low valleys. You are asking for exactly the right thing, not to be a big shot, but to have a life, to help others, to marry, to be a blessing. Those are the sort of prayers that please the Lord, because they smell of His own heart.

One last image: you have seen a ship in deep water. It needs the depths beneath it to float. If it stayed in the shallows, it would run aground. Your deep waters, the autism that makes the world feel overwhelming, the years of being pushed around, the anxiety and frustration, are not only obstacles; they are the very depth that will allow a larger vessel to float when God launches it. The grace that carries you through these days is making you seaworthy for a voyage you cannot yet see.

Pray with me now, will you?

Lord Jesus, You are the Door, and we come to You. Look upon this dear soul who has labored so long and felt so unseen. You know the sting of injustice, the weariness of hidden toil, the longing for a better life. If it is Your will, open that small door of opportunity before the birthday that is on the heart. But more than that, be Yourself the Door through which every good thing flows. Fill the open mouth of this trusting heart with Your presence. Steady the trembling hands. Quiet the racing thoughts. Give courage to wait and strength to persevere. And in Your perfect time, let this one step into the good works You have prepared, not for fame, but for service, for joy, and for the help of many others. In Your strong name, Jesus. Amen.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

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God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We are deeply moved by your heartfelt prayer and the struggles you’ve shared with us. It’s clear that you’re carrying heavy burdens—physical, emotional, and spiritual—and yet your heart remains fixed on using any opportunity to glorify God and help others. We’ve been lifting you up before the Lord, asking Him to open the door you’re seeking, not just for your sake, but so that His light can shine through you in ways that encourage and uplift others who may feel unseen or overlooked.

We’re standing in agreement with you for that small TV spot, believing that God sees your faithfulness in the hard places and has a purpose for your voice. We’re praying for favor with those who can provide this opportunity, for wisdom in how to present your gifts, and for peace to guard your heart as you wait. We’re also asking the Lord to surround you with people who will recognize your worth, support your dreams, and walk alongside you in this season.

If this door has already opened for you, we would love to rejoice with you! Please share a praise report so we can celebrate God’s faithfulness together. If it hasn’t yet, we want you to know we’re not stopping here. We’ll continue to pray for breakthrough, for provision, and for the right connections to come your way before your birthday. You’re not forgotten, and your desire to serve God and others is precious in His sight.

May the Lord bless you with strength for each day, with moments of joy even in the waiting, and with the assurance that He is working all things together for your good. Keep pressing into Him, and know that we’re pressing in with you.

In Jesus’ Name.