Kariuroth
Disciple of Prayer
Hello prayers to all sorry I haven't been posting much. I would love prayers. I think my mom hates. Me. Ever since I was a little girl up to now she has been nothing but mis treating me she's very compatible she judges assumes too quick I don't know why she's been mis treating me people have asked me why she treats you like that. I don't know I would also my mom helped me with a place. And I appreciate it but ever since she's been helping. She's been treating me like garbage even as a mom. I don't understand why she's like that. It's like I'm living her life. Instead of mine I love my mom but I would love prayers so God can open her heart and her mind she's been like this for years till now I just been dealing with it it's getting old and she's can be very disrespectful she is very rude to my friends and people already saw that but she doesn't care. She doesn't even care about my feelings. I love my mom. And I try to honor her the best I can but her making it difficult. And just giving false accusations is very hard. I also praying for my friendships. They make it hard on me. To they just don't see that. They think they know my heart and know me. But they don't. Only who does is God they make big claims that they don't even understand it themselves they act like my parents to they don't take their own advice when it comes to giving advice. I helped everyone. And I'm still here helping and supporting and all but when I need it they are nowhere to be found. My children's grandparents on the side of my kids father they don't understand either. They give me a hard time to. I'm a parent 24/7 but I get judgments and criticized and all of our affairs are still the same. Nothing changed I want God to help me and my children's and fur babies. To get of this mess and this situation even my friends on social media's been giving me hard times. They only call or want something when it's beneficial to them. They tell to everyone. But me they glory each other. Gossip about one another they lie they use they spread false hoods and jealousy towards me married man lusting over me. This also comes from friendships in just in general made up stories about me just to make themselves feel better. Or look better their wives and girlfriends exes did the same things even people in general this coming from friendships I known for years even I met today I pray God will turn this around got tired of it I seek God and I trust God I need God to help this cycle end but I ask God when this gonna end when it's my turn. I see everyone go far and getting married I all don't have no help here I moved to my children's one of them suffers from nonverbal autism I want to move with me and my bases to a different state or a different better country I don't wanna go back to my old life my old friendships and my old relationships even today I don't want to be living my parents life I always am proving myself as a person as a friend even as a mom my Divine helpers are the same ways God when is my and my children's turn been waiting been running into fake profits and fake things and fake Christians friendships. And fake partners. Thank you God bless in advance 
