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paula0331
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i miss my family so much my heart is breakiing. i get yelled at every day for missing timothy my ex husband who beat me and we were in a very bad domestic violence situation. he was cheating on me, not working, doing drugs and porn. i miss him still i was with him for over 20 years. he was my soul mate best friend and loveer. please remove the new g/f and have timothy come back to me. and my children to. pray for me on september 22, 2011 as i have a dcf state meeting about my twins rachel and richard birmingham age 17 to come home to me. i miss the my heart is breaking. it seems like out of all 3 of us i am the only one not movingh on and getting a life. i am stuck in a bad job where i get yelled at every day. i am stuck in an 1880 house that is falling apart and by God's grace just hardly making ends meet to pay bills and have something left over for food. please help me this lonelyiness depression and nothing to do on days off from work or weekends is breaking my heart. we as a family use to do everything together and i was looking forward to my children becoming adults in my care. now my daughter and son dont want to talk to me or my ex timothy as they have nothing to say to me or care about me. they hate me and i hate myself pray for me i will be 50 in march and feel more and more lonely. was looking forward to growing old with timothy. i love him still b4 g/f he was still in my life after divorce. now i miss him more. thanks for praying and listening in jesus precious name amen
