Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need clarity, it has been almost 10 or so months of asking for answers about those visions I had last year. I have prayed for answers about confusion of this for many months now, and I am still here for answers. I even put it on here begging for prayers months ago, and still, I do not understand some things in it and many things in my life even. For months, I have felt like my kids already exist somehow somewhere, and I have been begging for answers as to where. Sometimes I think it is connected to a past life and the visions; other times, I think their soul is almost in the wrong body. I have been begging for answers, clarity, and help from Jesus for months, but I have found none. Please pray that I will get some clarity; it has been many months of prayers and begging for help. Also, I have over 30 private prayers I have said alone that Jesus did not help me with. I really need prayers. Also, I cannot feel Jesus in my life or helping in my life even in the slightest. All year it has felt this way. I need answers; Jesus, I really need you to hear me & spell it out for me in clarity what is going on & where my son is. I need answers for a long time now. I'm still confused; I still have the same questions and I need to know who that woman that whispered in my ear. I have asked for help for a year now in prayers; I really need you to listen to me and answer. Also, still on waiting on a long list of other questions I asked privately in prayers and many other prayers I said in private to be heard. It's been a year, it's been a year; I need answers now. Including who & what touched my hand. And I have been praying for help with money all month. I feel unheard when I pray in private on a daily basis. I am exhausted in faith; I need you to really hear me and help. You left me in a world surrounded with things I know I am not imagining & I have been on my knees begging for help & clarity since last year; I need you to hear me & help me give me clarity. I have been crying for you to help me for months; I am at the point I am so poor I wouldn't be able to take care of the family I want. I can barely afford groceries. I have cried for you, Jesus, for months when I pray. Months of begging you to get up & help me. Please God, help me already; I'm so tired of feeling unheard.