Desperately Need Deliverance, And Forgiveness, And Restoration Of The Heart And Soul

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I have walked too far, and I knew better. I am terrified. I am a false prophet, a drug addict, and I have hurt so many. My whole life story is a tale of selfishness. Everyday I see the judgement coming and I am powerless unless Christ will forgive the unforgivable. Marijuana is witchcraft and I knew it, yet time and time again I gave my soul for it, I quit and filled my family with hope after wrecking myself time and time again. It ruined my mind, my heart, and my soul. The new age is a lie and its light is darkness. There is no "free love" but Jesus. The bonds of sexual sin hurt so much, and what hurts more is knowing I came from such a wonderful family, where I learned the truth at every corner, yet I was prideful, and wicked ever since I was a child. I am ashamed of myself, and I am heartbroken that I wasted so much goodness that was given from God. The self is the ultimate source of misery if you follow it above all else, and I did. I knew the Word so I hid behind it, but I am a hypocrite, and I don't know how to repair all the damage I have done. I pray for Jesus' forgiveness, and that he free me from these horrid demons. In Jesus name, I pray that if there is still a way, that God would make it known. I have little strength, but I know I can do all things through Christ, I just pray my fate is not sealed. I have spoken many words, and my life has not reflected them, for I cherished myself, and sin. I pray for forgiveness, and for Jesus. All I want is Jesus. God bless you all.
 
Jesus on the cross was expressing His feelings of abandonment as God placed the sins of the world on Him — and because of that had to “turn away” from Jesus. As Jesus was feeling that weight of sin, He was experiencing separation from God for the only time in all of eternity. It was at this time that 2 Corinthians 5:21 occurred, “God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.” Jesus became sin for us, so He felt the loneliness and abandonment that sin always produces, except that in His case, it was not His sin — it was ours. He hasn't abandoned You but understands first hand what You are feeling right now. He is with You, talk to Him. God is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think (Eph. 3:20)
 
Welcome...Your request has been heard. Thank you for sharing. Admitting one's life has become unmanageable and sharing this with God and others is the first step in seeking help. Often one has to truly hit bottom, and know when enough is enough, for many live in everlasting selfishness and denial. Be strong, true and

honest within oneself, and God close by in prayer...one day at a time. You are on your way to a new freedom...believe it! "O Lord, let the healing begin on this soul that has come forward". "Amen".
 
Know that Somebody, Somewhere, is praying for you. Be Encouraged. God Loves You. And God is in control. May God in Jesus' name always and forever answer all YOUR prayers according to HIS perfect will for your life and everyone you pray for. God knows what is best for all His children. And remember All things (good or bad) will work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). :~) Keep Your Focus on God. Trust Him. God is in control. :~) Please click on the link and Pray this prayer and then share this prayer with everyone that you know: https://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/183/entry-18459-a-prayer-for-you/
 
Father, I thank you for your love. I ask that you would reveal more deeply to our hearts your love and what you think of us. I ask that we would be completely changed and filled with your Holy Fire. Let us receive the baptism of your love and of the fear of you, that we might live uprightly, not through our own strength but through your power and grace. In Jesus name, amen.
 
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