Desperate

[mike3126]

I posted a couple days ago and I am quickly slipping into desperation mode. If anyone saw my post before I said that I am a veteran with PTSD who also deals with anxiety and depression from the disorder. For a while, I have had a girl in my life that is the only person I can talk to and confide in. I have nobody else. Out of nowhere, she is turning on me like she is possessed by the devil. No fight between us, just out of the blue, just turned. I have nothing or nobody or no hope without her. The last few days have been hell. I have been praying more than usual, constantly and desperately seeking help, but I am being ignored. I don't know how much longer I can hang on like this. I don't want to go on like this. I begged and pleaded just for a phone call to find out what happened, can't even get that. I deal with enough suffering with this disorder, and this pushed me to the edge, and I am so scared because never in my life until now did I feel like it's not worth it and considered ending it all. Please help, I am desperate.

 

[jayrene]

Praise you Jesus.

Father God be with ###, let him know and feel your presence. Lord God let him not do anything foolish. Give him the strength to keep on standing, give him the faith that he needs to keep on going, to keep on clinging to you Lord God. Father let him understand that You are more than what we need, that You Lord God should be the center of our lives, that in You Lord God we will never be alone. You promised to never leave us nor forsake us, and your promises are always true Lord. Father we may have sinned and have put others before you, Lord God forgive us and help us to stand up and help us to always walk in your righteousness to obey your words. Father you said that if you are delighted in us you will give us the desires of our hearts, Lord show ### what to do, show him which path to take, show him your ways, and help him to do what you want him to do.

Lord God lift him up from his depression, comfort him Lord, and give him peace. Give him the wisdom and knowledge that he needs to see your will in his life. Bless him Lord, and let him see your light and let that light shine in his life that he will draw more people to you. Father God help him to do the things that are righteous in your sight.

Heal him Lord, physically, emotionally and spiritually. Touch him with power Father and let your name be glorified in his life and in the trials he is going through at the moment.

Father God your ways are different from our ways, your plans are different from our plans, but yours is always better Lord. Help us to understand your will in our lives, and let your will be done in our lives.

Thank you Father for hearing our prayers, this is all for your glory and honor in Jesus mighty name we ask and pray, Amen Amen.