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chrisnkentucky
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I'm grateful to have a place to live, although it is maybe the worst conditons ever, and however difficult it is i am trying to remain confident that after five months, this is not how its going to always be. And of course there is the matter of a young ladies heart that I hold very dear to my soul, and her mother has done some terrible things to me and has hurt me to the point that I was unable to hold anything back, when confronting her about these actions. So as of now I dont know if or when I'll see that young lady. And this truely breaks my heart, its happened before and I waited over a year to see and hear from her. I do not want this to happen again. So here is a list of immediate needs wants and desires, if God can do all things then I want to see them happening for me not to me!
Now, I know what the bible says and i desperatly try to live up to those standards. But I am very discouraged that, its real, real enough that I can trust it and believe that what it say for my life that I can and will have it. Ive never really had anyone in my life that cares or wants to stick around. I dont believe that I am a bad person or I am hard to live with, just have high standards and dont like alot of drama. so lets see this happen today! Mr. G
- I'm a college student working on my Phd in natural sciences, I do not need this distraction.
- I have the knowledge and understanding how to create massive amounts of wealth, as promised I want to see it happening.
- I need a better suited environment to live in.
- Need the young lady to come live with me. or at least a place she can visit comfortably.
- And I need Her Mother to confess and ask for forgiviness.
Now, I know what the bible says and i desperatly try to live up to those standards. But I am very discouraged that, its real, real enough that I can trust it and believe that what it say for my life that I can and will have it. Ive never really had anyone in my life that cares or wants to stick around. I dont believe that I am a bad person or I am hard to live with, just have high standards and dont like alot of drama. so lets see this happen today! Mr. G
