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chrisnkentucky
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I'm grateful to have a place to live, although it is maybe the worst conditions ever, and however difficult it is I am trying to remain confident that after five months, this is not how it's going to always be. And of course there is the matter of a young lady's heart that I hold very dear to my soul, and her mother has done some terrible things to me and has hurt me to the point that I was unable to hold anything back when confronting her about these actions. So as of now I don't know if or when I'll see that young lady. And this truly breaks my heart; it's happened before and I waited over a year to see and hear from her. I do not want this to happen again. So here is a list of immediate needs, wants, and desires; if God can do all things then I want to see them happening for me, not to me!
Now, I know what the Bible says and I desperately try to live up to those standards. But I am very discouraged that it's real, real enough that I can trust it and believe that what it says for my life that I can and will have it. I've never really had anyone in my life that cares or wants to stick around. I don't believe that I am a bad person or that I am hard to live with; I just have high standards and don't like a lot of drama. So let's see this happen today! ###
- I'm a college student working on my PhD in natural sciences; I do not need this distraction.
- I have the knowledge and understanding of how to create massive amounts of wealth; as promised, I want to see it happening.
- I need a better-suited environment to live in.
- Need the young lady to come live with me, or at least a place she can visit comfortably.
- And I need her mother to confess and ask for forgiveness.
Now, I know what the Bible says and I desperately try to live up to those standards. But I am very discouraged that it's real, real enough that I can trust it and believe that what it says for my life that I can and will have it. I've never really had anyone in my life that cares or wants to stick around. I don't believe that I am a bad person or that I am hard to live with; I just have high standards and don't like a lot of drama. So let's see this happen today! ###
