forpeace
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me, I have been going through some hard times with clinical depression after some traumatic events nearly two years ago. It is like my mind will not process them or allow me to get past them, it is just a constant loop that never stops. I feel alone and scared and things just keep getting worse in some ways, my ears are always ringing and my hair was falling out rapidly from living in a constant panic attack. My confidence and trust and hope in people is waning. I'm afraid that I'll lose all emotions except fear, it feels like that sometimes. I keep praying and have been for two years to let these things go, but it is really hard when you are so exhausted, and depressed. I want to give all these things to God, all of it, I wish I knew how to do that completely. I do believe God will see me out of this, and has so in some ways, my depression will lift for a few moments here or there or I will have good days and then some bad days, and most nights now I will get at least three hours sleep, and I'll have days where a feeling of a belt around my mind will cease. Thank you for your prayers and thank you Jesus for giving me faith that you will see me out of this and I pray for all the people going through depression and PTSD, it is a real thing, and it is very painful. I pray that Jesus gives us all hope and grace to see our way out of it.
