How do I recover or become strong when there is so much hurt and pain?
One thing I would say, nothing anyone can do to restore what happened in your life. That's my belief that God gives a choice for everyone to do good vs bad. We see many tragic things happen in many lives. We do hear someone get raped, tortured, and we always say where is God. God knows everything, and if He wants to, He can make us like robots who only do good. We probably may not call it life, and you won't appreciate it too. I don't exactly have the formula to fetch you out of pain, but I know if we pray to God, He will bring peace and can give you strength to come out of it. There are many things you can do and serve other people and make their life happier. There is much joy when you help people. The joy which it can bring can overcome all the pain you have. But that will take time, and you need to move forward step by step.
