Birdie Johnson
Humble Prayer Partner
I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
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He is no longer my husband.Praying for healing and praying for your husband.
May God provide you comfort and heal your heart.
GOD woke me up but I am just existing in this world.
Today like most days I'm still hurting from my x husband's ultimate betrayal.
I sometimes question myself as to why GOD wakes me up knowing the pain and heartbreak I've endured for years now.
I've looked to GOD I've prayed and fasted, I've waited patiently but GOD has not responded to my cries.
This morning I had 2 cups of coffee and I took 3 sleep aids. It's only when I sleep that I find peace and I'm not hurting. I don't intend to kill or harm myself in any way but when I'm asleep I feel no pain.
Many say I need to talk with a professional.
GOD is that and more at least that's what I believed.
I'm not sure what to do at this moment.
Lost, hurt, pain, and defeated.
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Betrayal from loved ones gives a lot of pain and I understand what you are going through. One thing I can say, God didn't make us robots so we just execute what is all good and avoid bad. God gave us the choice to everyone to pick good and bad. In this case, your husband used the choice of bad and betrayed you and he will answer to God when he meets him. God is watching your pain and he is seeing what choice you are taking when something is hurting you. Are you going to end or you come up strong? When you come up strong, I'm sure nothing can defeat you. If you end up losing, God may think you will break when something hurts you. I would suggest you rather be strong and come out of it and definitely God will bless you in the coming days or weeks or months or any given point. We trust God that he will help us to overcome every trouble and pain.