Exoste
Disciple of Prayer
Dear ones, I would like to submit a prayer request for the highly dysfunctional family I grew up in. I have a biological father in ### that rejected me before I was born. When I found out that he was my biological father I looked for him when I was in my 30ties and then he rejected me again. My other biological siblings in ### do not want anything to do with me either. My biological mother separated from my European stepfather when I was 6. And my biological mother and biological half-brother and I grew up together in ###. Until our biological mother started neglecting us and we were sent to be raised by my stepfather's sister. She was very unkind and harsh towards my biological half-brother and me. This childhood left severe traumas in me and I turned to psychological help. After several depressions/burnouts and great therapy I remarkably recovered from it. And now I found out that my biological mother is a narcissist and so is my biological brother. I live in fear now because they are harassing me. Biggest fear is that they turn other family members against me. I also have another brother that sexually tried to seduce me. I also feel extremely disappointed and angry in God. I do not understand why He keeps allowing me being kicked and hurt in life so severely over and over again... I start hating my life. Why this family? My fear is that my biological brother turns my stepfather and youngest brother against me. Please pray. I do not want to sink into depression or worse.
