Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear lord,i need to get over an emotional hurt in my life.I once spent days and nights for an entire year praying for blessing over a woman i am interested in.Every time i studied with her i would have spent the morning praying for God's blessings over both of us.Many times i showed my concern for her..Whenever she skips lunch,i would volunteer to buy lunch for her.Whenever she's hungry,i would buy snacks for her.But after a year i confessed my feelings for her,she told me that she has no feelings for me.I was really heart broken..I did my best in winning her heart..And if there was only one thing i did wrong:Was to spent my time praying for God's blessings instead of thinking of ways to win her heart..After that incident,i can no longer love a woman from a pure heart..I can never get over this hurt as i trusted God's provenance throughout the whole journey but he failed me..Is love a blessing from God or is it just the scheme of man?..I lost my trust over prayers..The only time i pray now is when i am emotional down and i just need a listening ears..
